Soonish, I'll be calling the dentist's office... scheduling an appointment if I can, making plans to go get my teeth fixed. After that, Cal is expecting a call... ehh. More job stuff for him. Which is good, we want him to get this job, yes. But at the same time... ehhh again. Nervous. Worried.

California.

"Teenage Dirtbag" is playing on Winamp right now, I'm thinking of Kadin and talking to Arrasto, as I said before... "She doesn't know who I am... she doesn't give a damn about me..."

I have sleeping pills that I'm Not Gonna Take until after I do phonecall stuff. I have chips and salsa, warm blueberries and cold water, soda crackers... I am a contented Jax. I've finished writing up a reply to O, which I will send off as soon as email cooperates again... ehh.

Much ehh.

I've been reading her (is it a her? I keep forgetting...) again and enjoying it... I need to add that one to my favorites again. *shrugs* It's a long day...

...and now I'm writing more. I just called the dentist and have an appointment for *total surprise here, actually* 8:00 in the morning tomorrow! Yeppers, there was a cancellation just before I called, and so I get to go in SOON. This is good, this is VERY good, and I am now just waiting for a callback deciding whether or not I get painmedication to hold me until then. I hope I do, mostly 'cos I am a vicodin addict and because it f'ing HURTS... but hey, no big deal if I don't, cos I get to go in tomorrow and today I have sleeping pills!

*bounces*

Arrasto kicks ass, by the way. I want the world to know that. *grins* He's kept me sane tonight, him and Hida and the Wench and my Caleb. It's been a GOOD night, all hellish things included.

Ok. Enough writing. Now I am gonna save this, and upload it after the dentist calls back, if the dentist calls back. *wry grin* Yes, I can just see them NOT calling back. It wouldn't surprise me. WOULD irritate me, though.

Anyway. 'Nough said. G'night all!