Anyway, I'm here at the dentist, waiting for them to fix my molars. Two of my back teeth, one on each side, are in serious trouble. Those are the ones that are hardest to clean even as it is... they've now both got caveties that run deep enough to be causing me a lot of pain. Sooo... out they go. I'm looking forward to getting rid of the things. I don't want them. They HURT.

Admittedly, part of my mind is saying "Hey, maybe they'll give me vicodin." But only part of my mind. So far, I'm handling the whole addiction thing pretty well. I haven't ranted. I haven't cried. I haven't even complained much.... but today I want it. Today I want to make the pain go away.

Anyway. It was an hourlong drive to get here. Got here... and stood outside until 10 minutes PAST the time my appointment was supposed to start. They were running very late, weren't even HERE to open the door until then. Soo... now I'm here. And I'm glad to be here I think. Even if they do jab needles into my mouth, make me hurt...

I'm now typing on a very upset, cramping stomach, having just ahd a mouthful of x-rays taken. Oh, I just LOVE having sharp hard plastic rectangles jabbed into my jaw an gums, making me gag. Lots of fun. Really.

Actually, it wasn't too bad... but my stomach really is turning knots, this is ridiculous. Could be worse, I suppose.

Time for a side trip... Nreshan. War Wolf. *grin* That one. See, he's got a new challenge now. Not Kadin, I doubt he'll ever beat out my kitten... but I traded another slave off for a new one, an 18-year-old male with a definite gift when it comes to both RP and typing in general. This one is sweet... my Furcadian alt Aletose owns him now, or owns his Furc character, anway. I have a feeling it will be hard to resist hunting this one, but I WILL resist. He's too much of a treasure. If I try to hunt him, it'll only boost his ego and more than likely end up making the whole thing boring... so I'm going to leave this one free. Yes, free... IRL at least. IC though, he's MINE. He's already stated his intention to become my favorite. I found this amusing, simply because he'll be competing against Kadin, who is MINE completely... and Nreshan, who is Aletose's favorite at least as long as Kadin is absent, and who is actually quite amusing. Hell, he might even be worth claiming IRL eventually.

So I found this new fellow's pride to be almost enjoyable. He's so deliciously full of himself. He's going to be a challenge, to see if I can break him... and to see fi he'll be worth breaking, or if he's just going to turn out to be another sissy-slave, of no real value or worth, already so overused that there's no pleasure to be taken from him.

Kitten was, and is, innocent... untouched. The dear boy is still a virgin. Nreshan? Same... he is fresh, new, delicious. This one, though... I have the feeling that he might be a bit overused, sloppy seconds, so to speak. I wonder if he'll be worth the trouble...

...and I am getting bored, waiting for the x-rays to develop. I want to be home. Online. I want to be torturing one of my regulars, or breaking in some new toy. I want to be writing email, and draming of Kitten, talking to Rhett, wandering around, waiting for Nick to show up online, wondering what Scott's doing... I want to be at home.

I miss my computer.

No Palm Pilot in the world makes up for it... although I suppose if I got a good laptop and a cellphone/modem, I might be able to come close. *grin* I want to be online... grr.