I Had A Dream Last Night...
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Loooong day, yesterday. I was up until 6:30-ish am. Why was I up? First, let me make it VERY clear that this is NOT a diary entry I am ready to discuss with certain people - you'd damned well better know who you are - because I already know your opinion of him. And I know that really, your opinion of him is based on MY opinion of him, everything I said and everything you saw, and now I'm saying it's ok. I'm saying I want a second chance at this. I'm saying leave well enough alone.

I spent most of last night with Slash and his SO. Nre and his mistress. Same thing. Yep, he's almost as split as I am. More so in some ways... less in others... but it balances out to about the same. Rahani got to see Nre for the first time in a LONG time. Guess what? I ENJOYED IT.

And after that... ooh.

The way her breasts tasted, I remember that VERY clearly. The way her lips tasted. We kissed in front of him quite a few times. Kissed beside him, above him, around him, lips and tongues meeting over and over again, almost frantic, and I kept opening my eyes, just to reassure myself that I was indeed kissing her, that I wasn't just dreaming this.

It's been a long time since I kissed a girl like that, more than just a couple months. Juliet? Rie? Aleah? I don't remember for sure who was the most recent, and I think that embarasses me. This is the sort of thing that even MY memory shouldn't be able to forget.

But now I remember how good it feels to kiss girls. *grin* I LIKE kissing girls. Particularly that one. She's not shy when she kisses. And she tastes warm and comfortable. And she is oddly reassuring afterward, rare. The girls I've kissed... gah. We won't go into that. No memories of distant past, just last night, right?

I came. I, the girl who hurts to have an orgasm, came. Not from sex, not from her kisses, but from having her hand and his moving ever-so-lightly over my face, my shoulders, my breasts... nothing more. My throat. My ears. But all above the waist... and still, I had an orgasm that can suitably be described as mindblowing, for one particular reason: it didn't hurt. It STILL doesn't hurt. I had delicious sex with Caleb this morning, and it still doesn't hurt.

*wry grin* Cured. I know I'm not, really... I never am. But it feels like it. It feels like summer, now.

Here's a memory for you - a little shirtdress, meant to ONLY be a shirt, worn as the only item of clothing for a couple days in a row. My cunt showing, lips flushed all the time, hands running over my body, over my ass, my thighs, my breasts through the velvet, pet-the-jax. Liquid, ice cubes melting or tongue flicking about or the sticky juice that is running down my legs because he won't stop touching me, the taste of him in my mouth, gods, I remember the way he tastes. I had forgotten it. Strong. I found out I could taste strength again.

Two girls at once, any guy's dream, even though technically we did nothing but pet and play, no sex, just a snuggle session that turned interesting, I got to see her cum and it was amazing. She goes all quiet for a moment, then there's these little panting whimpers, higher and higher, and then you can just see her tremble, her hands are vibrating, and there's this look on her face... *shiverpurr*

So I'm going to be spending more time with him.

With her.

With them.

I'm going to have to do it now, because I know once Kadin arrives I'll be even more busy, and for several weeks I won't be doing ANYTHING and ANYONE but maybe him if he's lucky, prob'ly Caleb, and that's about it. I need time to get my boy settled.

So for now... I get ME settled. I figure this out. Work it through. And maybe, just maybe, I remember why I'd been with him in the first place, I remember all the good things, and it works out this time. No, not love... not a huge mad affair... just friendship.

*grin* I've never had a problem with doing my friends.

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Oh, before I forget... stories! These are stories from Akasha's Web... not for minors, ok? 18 and over, please.
Relationships
Torture Chamber: A Love Story
Devil's Rain
Poison
The First Kiss
Against The Glass (warning - this one is very intense)
Tristan
Th Trial, part one and The Trial, part two

That's a good enough start, I think. Stories. Favorites, some of them. Just useful, some of them. It's all good.

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