I literally have enough to think about that I CAN'T think about any of it.

So I'm kinda vegging, playing games with Caleb, writing a bit, surfing... downloading more Siouxsie & The Banshees music. Gotta have more of that. Looking for some good rockrant music. Haven't found enough yet. Drinking warm Dr. Pepper and just kinda thinking, missing my boy but not all that badly right now.

Right now, I'm oddly content.

Satisfied.

I'm gonna sleep well tonight, sleep in late, wake up lazily. Gonna fix myself some eggs maybe, or bacon. Might get ambitious and make muffins.

I'm pretty laid-back today. Wrote to Tash. Wrote to Mistress K. Fought a bit, talked a bit, and I think I'm gonna get my way when it comes to someone else, if only because there is no other way I will currently accept. *sighs*

I'm a stubborn ass too.

My hair is clean. My skin is scrubbed. My body aches in odd places but that's ok, for the moment.

The tear is still there but it'll heal if I leave it alone.

I miss Kadin a bit, I guess... I miss Tammuz too. I'd like to meet Daris, maybe Hida and Seit. I'd like to see how it feels to have the wench fall asleep in my arms - by the way, wench, nice dress. *grins* Thank you for the pictures. My email provider is being an arrogant bitch and until it shapes up I'm trying to keep composing of emails to a minimum, I don't trust it... but rest assured, my fantasies now include a blue satin ballgown.

I'd like to bring Nreshan to tears, then bring him back again. I'd like to teach the Tygrrr how to really growl. I'd like to go give Vicki a footrub and tell her it's all ok. I'd like to visit Scott, and Rhett, and see finally what Angel is up to.

I'd like to go hang out and do coffee with Slash and Megan, with Juliet, with Pigman Scott and with Kenji.

I'd like to get baked, sit around with pretty much any of the above, giggling and watching stupid shit on tv and snacking and cuddling and generally being happy... but you know what?

I'm pretty happy right now, too. *grin*

Life is ok.