Extreme And Unpleasant Pain
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I really hurt.This so sucks. I hurt a LOT and it's not stopping and not going away and I can't go to a doctor. Kidney stone, it feels like... might be coupled with a bladder infection. Possibly a return of the ovarian cyst as well. So this really sucks. I am in enough pain to leave me literally breathless and still crying, the tears just tumble out even when I can't breathe from the pain, even when I can't move, I can cry, it hurts that bad. It hurts bad enough that I can't STOP crying. And Caleb is off in California... *shudders* I suck when it comes to taking care of myself, particularly when it hurts THIS bad. There's nothing I can DO. I'm up right now thanks to a ridiculous amount of codeine, which is no doubt frying my kidneys and liver even worse, but I had to make the pain stop. Not vicodin, which might actually WORK, but codeine, which at this point does for me what asprin and advil do for most people. *sighs* I hurt. I hurt. I hurt. Why won't it STOP?
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