*curls up in a little ball* I just want to know for sure, one way or the other... not be told two completely different things. If you don't know, then say so. But don't lie to me.

Damn it... he has to be ok. I won't believe anything else. He's ok.

He is.

*curls a bit tighter*

16 hours... in 16 hours I'll at least be able to stay Just One Person for a while. Even if it is someone I'm not sure I know any more.

Everything's changing, so fast... and I worry.

Gods, I worry.

I know how Kadin feels now. I know why he calls.

*shivers slightly*

I know... all the wrong things.

He's ok. He has to be.

Why do I still feel like my heart's been ripped out?

...on a completely different subject, DAMN but he's cute. And I sympathize with him. I know how it feels.

Right now, particularly... I know how it feels.

And I hate it.