Jax hates Green Death nyQuill.

I'm gonna try to catch a couple hours' sleep yet again... just took nyquill, robitussin, and an antihistamine... plus some advil.

So I am, in theory, tranked up.

Not really, though... my throat still hurts, it's still hard to breathe, and I still feel like shit. I just don't care quite as much...

...oh, and my nasal passages drain faster.

Ain't that cheerful?

Caleb is off upstairs, I think mostly to get away from the sight of Jax-the-slug... I'm not sure how much of me thinking that is just that ~I~ see me as Jax-the-slug right now and that my hormones take everything badly, and how much is him honestly needing to escape the sight of me drowning my sorrows in cold medication.

I really do take too much.

Partly because I've a horribly high tolerance... the only way that I might actually get some SLEEP or a good high or even real effectiveness would be from the pharmacy-only cough syrup with codine in it... but to get that, I'd have to check into the hospital however briefly, and I still haven't gotten paperwork done. *sigh*

Monday. MUST go in on Monday.

So I'll go in Monday, and if they won't take me as a walk-in (which is what I got told I have to do, after being told something else, after being... you get the idea) then I'll just grab the OHP paperwork, fill it out then and there, and have them fax it off so I can go the hell to the hospital without worrying. *sigh*

It sucks, having to depend on beaurocrats for my health... it also sucks that I can't spell it. *wry grin*

I wish I was rich, that I could afford to just black-market-purchase what I know I need and not have to deal with health care professionals hardly at all.

I wish.

*shrugs* I wish for a lot of things. None of them are real likely... the likely things I try to work for instead of wishing for. Usually.

And that seems to help.

I think I'm going to attempt bed now... wish me luck. If my little sleepy-time experiment fails, I'll be back up and maybe even log into the various IM programs... maybe... if I'm not feeling as lousy as I am now.

*pads off to try to sleep*