In Which our Hero Gets Very Drunk
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Rahani Jax: (7:17 PM) *is astonished at how drunk she is getting at this point* Wow. You know, I don't think I've drunk this much more than... hm. Twice. Once when the first Alex left, and once when I gave Amber up for adoption.

It was actually when I really realized Alex was gone that I got drunk.

I've been drunk quite a few other times. Rarely with such purpose.

Why am I still writing? Because I'm still drunk.

Nreshan: (7:18 PM) geeze

Rahani Jax: (7:18 PM) *shrugs* I'm sure I have a reason for it. Fortunately, I am now drunk enough that I can't remember what it is.

This is quite true. I know I was getting drunk to forget things. Crystal Singer, eat your heart out... I envy you. Anne McCaffery, damn you for inventing Ballybran.

Nreshan: (7:19 PM) *chuckles*

Have I mentioned that I'd love to actually hear him laugh? I doubt it. I've heard Elru laugh, and Kadin laugh, and Caleb laugh. I've heard Rhett, and Slash, and Snow. I've heard Daris.

I haven't heard Nreshan. Odd.

Maybe I'm just hallucinating him.

Really, seriously. I think I'm just imagining him. Everyone else seems to see someone totally different when they look at him... except Enigma, and even she sees something a bit different. She doesn't see his lust for pain, or at least doesn't admit to it. Hm. I'm feeling a bit queasy... no more drinks for Jax. I've had enough.

*she says as she sips*

Anyway. I refuse to throw up... this is too much fun. SO I'm going to stop drinking now *actually does* and see if I can keep it at this level. I rather like being drunk, occasionally... helps me reorganize.

If I can think something while drunk, it's too deeply ingraned, and it needs to go. Right?

*shrugs*

I really, REALLY, like tequila.

If I'm hallucinating Nreshan, how many other people am I hallucinating? There's the real question... *goes to lay down, dizzy from all this thinking*

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