MUCH goodness.

Been having quite a few ups and downs, and much as I hate to admit it, attention-whoring at Rocky tends to level me out a bit. I like being touched, there. I like being teased, there. I like being the hypersensative slut, it's FUN. It's not taken too seriously, it's not odd or insulting or weird, it's just... just Rocky, I guess. I get to let out all of the stress and worry and hormones and it just gets swallowed up in the warmth and cheering and bad call-backs and suddenly I feel good again.

*wry grin* The vicodin helped too, yes.

Anyway, thanks to tonight's Rocky, several goodnesses have happened. First off, there is something I will hopefully get to surprise Caleb with, involving a new club that even Juliet hasn't been to yet! *amused* Not that this club is likely to be to her tastes... but from the sound of it, it'll suit mine just fine, thank you. This niftiness will be courtesy of a Drew, who is a friend of Cal's and who was very happy to hear that Caleb is alive and well and happy.

Secondly, I have a play date on Monday! Yeah, I feel like a kindergardener or something. Oh, well. *smirks* This play date is likely to involve whips and chains and knives... so I'm quite bouncy. Haven't gotten to Play like that in a while, and I'm looking forward to it. I rather suspect I'm getting laid in the process but a) I'm not 100% sure of that part and b) the other stuffs are so much fun that I don't think I would care if I didn't. *GRIN* D/s is a Good Thing.

Other goodnesses: Got to see Mana, who is happy and reasonably well and so forth... the playdate is with one of her boys, and although she won't be there, I can keep hoping, right? *happy thoughts* She would be FUN to play with... or be played with by....... err... *laughing* ...yeah.

Also, I have more chocolate-covered gummi bears. And a couple more white pills, courtesy of someone who had a lot and decided to share. Which was incredibly nice and I now like him forever and ever. *grins* I am bribable.

On the badnesses side of things: prettyboy who likes blades as much as I do wasn't there today. This was somewhat irritating. On the other paw, it meant I was just a bit less distracted, which was good.

Had much whipped cream at coffee tonight... also good. Teased. Was teased in turn. Touched. Was touched. Petted. Was petted. All in all, life... is good.

*grins a lot*

I even got to talk to Kadin on Grr's cell, TWICE! *poing* Happy, happy, happy Jax.

Here's hoping that I can keep this mood going for a few days, neh?

*pads off to check email, then give Grr's computer back to her*