Feeling Grr-ish And Sleepy
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I'm not having very good luck just now. *shrugs* It might just be me. It usually is. I'm thinking about writing, but I don't have my music, or my nice normal Word document settings, or anything. Just me, here.

I'm beginning to wonder when I'm going to snap again.

It's already - ALREADY - building up again. This is not good or normal or rational or in any way useful to me as a person. In fact, it's a little bit frightening.

Hida sent me a wav. file. It's getting to 62% consistantly, then stalling. I'm wondering if the file is corrupt in some strange way, or if it's just my luck.

I really wish Furcadia was still installed on Grr's computer. I have an urge to pretend to be someone else for a while, and Furcadia tends to satisfy that quite nicely. However, currently there is no Furcadia, so I will simply stare at a countdown timer that is frozen at 62% and dream of Washington snow...

...sorry. Line from an old poem I wrote.

And it's now at 63%, I am stunned. Keep in mind it's taken it nearly ten minutes to get there via cable modem, that the file itself is only 111k, and that it is evil and hates me.

*sighs* I also wish that ICQ functioned here. It does, technically, but MY list isn't here.

Then again, I've been avoiding ICQ enough lately that it would almost be shocking to have it on.

65% and counting.

I've been eating Arby's fries but they are now turning my stomach. I'll refrigerate them and nuke them later. I got too much food, sammich and fries and a drink. I should have just gotten the sammich. I'll be fine.

It would help if I wasn't hallucinating again, though. That's the part that always creeps me out, the few minutes before I can tell if it's a hallucination or if there is something really seriously wrong with the world. Every now and then I'm NOT hallucinating, which is why I have to keep checking, and why at times it's almost a relief to know that I AM.

*shrugs, sighing again* It's still at 65%. This is ridiculous. It doesn't want to download.

I'll get it at home another time.

Email me, people? Please? And as for you, wench, NO you did not include the question, not in either email. Are you doing this just to taunt me?

*wanders off*

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