In Which our Hero Copes With Hallowe'en
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So my head is on a bit straighter now.

Or rather, I'm a bit more on the side of psychotic-axe-murderer rather than helpless-slave-girl, which is honestly an improvement, sad and pathetic as that is.

I'm listening to "Misery" by Green Day... is it Green Day? I should know this. I could ask Caleb, who is sitting approximately some approximate number of feet away and is easily within earshot, but somehow it seems easier to write a rambling, useless paragraph than actually SPEAK.

My voice and I do not get along well, just now.

And I am SO overdosing on Codine today.

Admittedly, considering the insanity levels put forth by the people at the government offices, the sheer crazed volume levels the house briefly achieved when I was trying to watch Buffy - if you interrupt my Buffy you will DIE - and the irritating pain of a tooth with a cavity, a tooth with a chip, a bladder infection, period cramps still when a decent period would have gotten over the cramping stage DAYS ago... ehh.

I am not thrilled with life and codeine keeps me drugged enough that I don't actually SAY anything about it.

I'm playing loud music.

Writing in public diaries such as this - go rant a bit yourself, dear reader, it will do you good and give me something new to read. 'Cos whoever you are, you're not updating enough. NO ONE f'ing updates enough.

It's frustrating.

Anyway. Ranting. Me. Not submissive... self-destructive and sleepy, yes, but not submissive. Exactly. Maybe.

This is one of those moods when I really wish Rhett were here. One of the times when I would quite happily turn myself over to him without the slightest hesitation or doubt.

*sigh*

Dammit.

I should go to bed, is what I should do.

See y'all in the morning or something.

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