...and of all things, right now I'm missing Caleb.

I've got a hard cola... and it's bringing back memories of the two of us. *soft smile* Funny how many of those I have.

Funny in the GODS it makes me smile, sense.

I really had fun going out to the Goth club with him, watching Juliet kiss him... I miss snuggling with him on the now-absent tan couch, the one he took with, curling up there to watch TV together, tipsy, drugged-up, cuddling like there's nothing else in the WORLD to do, and it's ok... I have such delicious memories of us falling asleep together. The way it felt to roll over and feel him there. His breath in my hair. His hand resting on my hip.

MY Caleb. *purrs softly, contentedly*

Just a few more weeks...

*goes back to drinking, smiling*