Just One Of Those Days
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So... just for the record... no meds.

And the company that is supposed to be shipping them seems to be denying my existance.

First a hospital...

...then this...

...I am a nonentity.

And not in a good way.

I really hate being ignored, forgotten, overlooked, anything that leads to me feeling invisible... I occasionally go to rather bizarre lengths to avoid it.

And this is pushing ALL of those buttons, at a time when I'm already up to HERE with having my buttons pushed and in enough pain to loose all rational thought.

I hate this.

I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!

*sighs*

Someone save me, someone take me away from all this...

...bonus points if you know who I'm quoting and from what movie. *grin*

Triple bonus points if you can tell me who the three most recent people who made jokes about the leading man's balls are. *smirk*

Extra points even if you are one of them.

Ok, enough with the point stuff.

As you can tell, I have NOT left yet... Caleb is back, finally, and I am trying to distract myself from how f'ing miserable I am going to be this weekend. I am SO not looking forward to this.

I...

*shakes her head*

I'm not gonna say anything about wanting to stay here. Really I'm not.

Ok, maybe just a LITTLE bit, just a few words.

I hate being cooped up and trapped... and I REALLY hate being alone... but it might be better than being trapped there and miserable.

I don't know.

I'm bringing lots of books and advil... and hoping that maybe I'll see Richie there, and Tarma... and daydreaming that somehow Kadin or Daris or Alex will show up... hell, maybe even Al X, although that's just leftover wishful thinking. *wry grin* Might as well wish for Angel to appear.

Which I am wishing.

VERY hard.

Today is another one of those "I hate my life" days - can you tell?

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