Please Leave A Message After The F'ing HUGE-Ass Cough...
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Well now.

Apologies are pleasant things, even if I'm not sure what they're really for - it's all a Game, isn't it?

I haven't been online since... what, Friday? Saturday? Something like that. I'm only on for a few minutes now. Can't breathe. Can't swallow. Razorblades in my throat, razorblades when I pee, it's all blood and sharp biting pain that won't go away.

No, reading the entire Anita Blake series in one sitting hasn't helped me any either. *sheepish* I'm now officially On My Own, as far as this whole pain thing goes, and that's actually ok - the oxycodone wasn't doing jack for the sore throat somehow, and it left me too groggy to keep my airway open. The Valium+ was nice, it meant I got to sleep... ehh. I'm going to have to go get some more nyquil and such soon. All I've got left here is halls cough drops (I need the other kind, chloraseptic or similar, the ones with more than just menthol and pectin) and Robitussin - the Robitussin helped early on, but the shit's gotten deep into my sinuses and there's the razors in my throat, and only NyQuil is proof against those. *sigh* Which in turn means begging meds from Deborah or Robert. NOT what I want to be doing. Argh.

I keep telling myself I'm gonna be productive, gonna get some graphics up for Sin- and BF... and then I realize I can't walk a straight line across a room, I can't see straight, every time I sneeze I end up coughing up blood... YES, blood, but don't panic. Just wear and tear on sinus tissues. Supposedly. Although that doesn't explain why my ears started bleeding. *blinks a bit* I really wish the doctor'd said something more useful. It's tempting to go into Urgent Care; but I'm there too much already.

Ow. Need another cough drop. This sucks. I'll be back online when I can.

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