I Am Not Home
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Morning. I've had maybe three hours of sleep. I'm not at home. I'm at Slash's place - I've been here overnight. I am here, bribed with homemade stew, petting, and porn queens with masochistic streaks. I'm here, missing Caleb, missing Kadin, missing Nick, but... *blinks* ...I'm happy.

Life is good. Seriously, wonderfully good. I don't think I have enjoyed sleep deprivation this much in a long time.

And I'm still not in pain. I KNOW I had at least twenty orgasms, more likely a MUCH larger number... you at least know what must have been, for me to go through that.

Yeah. And maybe I should feel guilty. Maybe I should be wary and careful and thinking more about my responsibilities. Maybe I shouldn't say hey, Cal's with Brandy, Kadin is busy, goddess only knows where Elru is... so why not have fun?

But then again, Megan kissed me a LOT. And girl-kisses, at least those kisses from her, are incredible... I could go on about them for a while. Wonderful. Divine. Perfect. Heavenly.

And him.

His eyes... do you know, I'd forgotten how deep his eyes got when he gets but that close... and how intently he can watch me, making me loose track of everything, just that sense that nothing exists outside of his line of sight.

Nick, I need to talk to you... not just want as usual, but need. I've a favor to beg.

Yes, I phrased that properly, I think. I'm not cuffed, not chained, not tied or bound, but my mood is too blissful to be anything Domme, anything even standard vanilla... right now...

*blinks* Right now, I feel an astonishing kinship to Kaj.

And it's ok.

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