See, err... hrm. A) there are things I intend to do today/tonight that, while interesting and fun when I am Domme, tend to loose some of their thrills when the saner side of my Domme tendancies is locked up or hiding. B) Nanashi, the current source of my worries, tends to show up most often when there is someone who is either VERY unhealthy for me to interact with, or someone who potentially could reach Alice, or someone who IS reaching Alice. None of the above are things that I want happening right now.

I DO want sushi - there's several sushi places around here but we've no idea which ones are good and of course no intention of wasting money at a bad one. *shruggles* It's likely that there will be no sushi for Jax until I am back in Portland and find some money of my own to spend on it, which is a shame since that could take Goddess-knows-how-long.

We procured penguins up here - rather simply, even. A nice amount, and a borrowed tool with which to enflame them, as we forgot to bring down any (or rather, Robert wouldn't take any down when HE came, Caleb forgot them when HE came, and I bloody well wasn't going to take any through airport customs). That led to a very relaxed evening, that plus oxycodone, although I very stupidly forgot I'd taken my dose and took it AGAIN, and took another before bed BEFORE I realized that it would be my third dose, so no more oxycodone for me today, except I will allow myself ONE if the pain gets horrible. That's it. I need to teach myself not to make such mistakes.

Nanashi. I should send her off to go write an entry... she's not being very talkative. Nanashi and Sieia-To and KJ... I think I'm going into hiding, and dragging Dehan with me. Amber, too. Can you tell I'm feeling just a bit fractured today? It's odd, since I feel well-rested (surprising at 6:30, neh?) and reasonably calm about the whole thing.

Caleb gets up for work around 9:00. I'm expecting to see Torian online around 11:00. I'm tempted to text him and get him online now... tempted, tempted... and it doesn't help that most of the others are encouraging this.

Have I ever claimed to be sane?