Jumping Off Cliffs
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Amazingly enough, I didn't actually slit my wrists, down the half-ounce of powdered wormwood sitting on my altar, or do anything else too stupid.

Instead, I called Canada.

*slight smile*

I'm staying invisible today. Staying away from people. I don't want cheerful condolances or peptalks or any of the usual things people tend to do when I'm in a bad mood.

I really want the razorblade sitting upstairs in the bedroom, is what I want.

Not gonna.

Right now, though... you wouldn't believe how tempting it is. Well, maybe some of you would.

Yeah. Jax the Great and Powerful, going nuts again. Move along. Nothing to see here. And no, I'm not going to apologise to anyone for not calling them, for not asking THEM for help. Fuck off, right now. I needed to laugh, I needed to be comforted, I needed to hear Kadin's voice, I needed my kitten. Specifically.

Trust me, you won't be all that thrilled when I DO end up turning to you. It's not that fun. *shrugs* But then, no one ever believes me about anything, why should this be any different?

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