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Previous - this entry written on 2001-08-13 at 2:16 p.m. - Next Ok, it's time for Jax to quote odd lyrics again... no, no more Arrogant Worms, not right now. Pop music instead. Read these twice over, if you would... consider this my ego talking. --- oh... I feel like I've been locked up tight For a century of lonely nights; Waiting for someone To release me. You're licking your lips and blowing kisses my way, But that don't mean I'm gonna give it away; Baby, baby, baby. (Baby, baby, baby.) Oh whoa... My body's saying let's go. Oh whoa... But my heart is saying no. If you wanna be with me, baby, there's a price you pay. I'm a genie in a bottle, you gotta rub me the right way. If you wanna be with me, I can make your wish come true. You gotta make a big impression, I gotta like what you do. I'm a genie in a bottle, baby. Gotta rub me the right way, honey. I'm a genie in a bottle, baby, Come, come, come and let me out. The music's playing and the lights' down low, One more dance and then we're good to go; Waiting for someone Who needs me. My heart is beating at the speed of light, But that don't mean it's gotta be tonight; Baby, baby, baby. (Baby, baby, baby) Oh whoa... My body's saying let's go. Oh whoa... But my heart is saying no. If you wanna be with me, baby, there's a price you pay. I'm a genie in a bottle, you gotta rub me the right way. If you wanna be with me, I can make your wish come true. Come and set me free, baby, and I'll be with you. I'm a genie in a bottle, baby. Gotta rub me the right way, honey. I'm a genie in a bottle, baby, Come, come, come and let me out. Oh whoa... My body's saying let's go. Oh whoa... But my heart is saying no. If you wanna be with me, baby, there's a price you pay. I'm a genie in a bottle, you gotta rub me the right way. If you wanna be with me, I can make your wish come true. You gotta make a big impression, I gotta like what you do. If you wanna be with me, baby, there's a price you pay. I'm a genie in a bottle, you gotta rub me the right way. If you wanna be with me, I can make your wish come true. Come and set me free, baby, and I'll be with you. I'm a genie in a bottle, baby, Come, come, come and let me out. --- Kadin just asked me how often my body says yes and my heart says no... it's more often than I let on, more often than I want to think about. Remember me? I'm the girl who is as addicted to sex as most people have ever gotten to heroin or crack... it's just something that at times it feels like I NEED rather than want. Something that I get VERY icky-feeling if I go without. Something that gets to the point where mentally, emotionally, I can't stand the thought of it, it's as if I've OD'd... but physically, I still want more. I'm still wet, still aching, still moving, still going. God-damned energizer bunny, and I don't mean the kitten this time, I mean ME. Those times when I just don't stop. When the only reason I DO stop is because I'm unconscious or unable to move, and even then if I could speak I'd beg for it to go on and on. So maybe it's just me. Just in my head. Just a weird trip, a hang-up, psychoses, something like that. SO WHAT? It doesn't make it feel any easier, just because there's a nice neat label for it. If anything, it's made it worse at times. If anything, it makes it easier for me to try very hard to ignore it... after all, if I know what it is, it can't be bad, I should just get over it, right? This is becoming just a bit incoherant... the fact that I didn't eat much yesterday, got REALLY baked, didn't get much sleep, and am now up with no caffeine, no sleep (and no sex, but we won't go there)... that, after a night that wasn't hellish, exactly, but was VERY strange and left the kitten upset... yeah. As one of my favorite buttons says, I'm not myself today... maybe I'm you. Hosted by Diaryland - All Rights Reserved - Image, Layout, and Content copyright Jax Raven - - Do Not Feed The Moose - |
