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Previous - this entry written on 2001-08-18 at 8:26 a.m. - Next Early. I'm up again. Tired of fighting with ICQ to get it to do anything. Tired of fighting with email to get it to send anything. Tired of fighting with photoshop to get it to save anything. All I want to do is sleep now, I've stuff to DO today, things I need to do, places to go, people to see, a life to pretend to live... and I'm wide awake, not getting the sleep I need, no rest for the Jax, none at all. Today... today, instead of Heather which is cancelled 'cause the cafe she plays at is closed... instead of Heather, I am simply going to spend the day and maybe part or all of the evening with Tanya, the delicious mostly-lesbian that I've played with a bit. She's a darling. She's also quite a butch, which is a pleasant change. It's nice. She's fun. And I'm worried that I will just pass out, dead from exhaustion, wanting nothing more than to sleep. Gah. So I'm working on webstuff, messing with graphics, playing with music... trying to download, having no luck. Trying to upload, having worse luck. Caleb is curled up in the bed and I'm going to join him in a minute, hoping that maybe, please gods maybe I'll get some sleep... I managed to download this song, finally. It... yeah. I know. Believe me, I know. ...here. More lyrics. Because everyone needs to hear this song eventually, everyone who ever deals with me. --- You were my wild companion we were forever high high high we burned the night around us sleeping could wait until we die You were the scars of passion and since the crashing came You've broken every promise I walked away I watched you fall I was blind to ya was lying to ya like everyone else who watched you fall say they love you but they're laughing when you crawl It's such a weary feeling When you've been stealing from yourself wishing the world away blaming someone else no one can do this for you straighten you hair fix your face Take all the pain inside you wash it away I watched you fall I was blind to ya was lying to ya like everybody else who watched you fall say they love you but they're laughing when you crawl Did I hear you? Did I try? Can I forgive myself for not standing by? I watched you fall I was blind to ya was lying to ya like everybody else who watched you fall say they love you but they're laughing, laughin' when you crawl I was blind to ya was lying to you said I love you but I'm laughing when you crawl was blind to ya you fall I watched you fall I watched you Hosted by Diaryland - All Rights Reserved - Image, Layout, and Content copyright Jax Raven - - Do Not Feed The Moose - |
