In Which Fortune Smiles On Our Hero
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Three hundred dollars.

Did you hear that? THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS! For no real reason at all, other than an incredible team manager who apparently pulled for me even when no one else did, even when I was 'temporarily let go'... because of him, I have $300 from Stream. This is good. $100 saved, for Kadin's arrival mostly... My health insurance bill paid off, finally... and the rest devoted to penguin greenery, a few wayward bills of other types, and simple funstuff.

Three hundred dollars.

I really am fortunate. There aren't many people who could live the life I do, the bad parts as well as the good, without ending up on the bottom of it all. But... I don't understand it, but I seem to be almost blessed, some times. I think Karma really does exist, and I think I'm getting some of the good to balance out some of the bad, right now. Yeah, I've got health problems up the yin-yang. Tomorrow I have to be downtown in horrible heat at 8:00 am to let a strange man dig around in my womb with a suction cleaner. Kidney stones and bladder infections abound. I'm currently at odds with one of my best friends. But, BUT, I have money so the bills get paid, I have a place to live, people to talk to when I need to talk, places to curl up and be alone the rest of the time. I have internet access and drugs, I have food and water - hell, we're on a nice private well here, so our water is chlorine-free and we don't have to worry about water conservation, I can take ten baths a day if I want!

All in all, this is one of those 'life is good' moments, for me. Sure, tomorrow I'll be tired, in pain, frustrated, overheated, and miserable... but today, just for a little while, it's all ok. And I'm happy with a life that just has its OK moments. That's all I really need.

I wish all of you the same - an interesting, full life that averages out to be, on the whole, ok. A life worth living, even if it doesn't always seem that way. Good luck.

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