The only person up and about right now is Meganlala and she's gonna go to bed and snuggle her electric blanket soon. I wish it was cold enough for bed to sound fun... currently it just sounds somewhat depressing.

My nose is all stopped up; mostly with blood, I got a horrid nosebleed a few minutes ago and I can feel it congealing in the back of my throat, as if I didn't have enough problems swallowing already. Mornings are evil.

I'm half tempted to snag the van and go out to find breakfastish stuff; maybe just go to safeway and grab some frozen blueberries. However, as the only person who even MIGHT be awake right now is Robert and I'm not sure if he's left, or is upstairs, or out in the living room, or whatever, and I'm not quite brave enough to go look... yeah.

I need to eat something so my stomach will stop churning - I haven't actually eaten anything today except some mentos and one of those tiny one-bite's-worth chocolate bars. Problem here being that in order to eat something, my stomach has to stop churning. Ehh. I've got some anti-nausia stuff still and although it leaves me woozy and uncomfortable in other areas, it DOES do what it's advertised to do. If I get desperate enough... yeah.

Breakfast.

And then maybe I can actually get some SLEEP. My body is refusing to go on a normal sleep schedule now. Argh.

I have a whole bunch of really odd dance music playing in my head. Pop stuff. It won't go away.

days go by, and still I'm without you...