Headachy. I feel hung over, which is odd, 'cos I had exactly ONE alocholic drink last night, a hard orange soda, and ate plenty plus drunk plenty of water. Drank it 'cos it was the only non-water thing I could find that was cold.

I've got a horrible, raging headache.

It's insanely hot today, too... that really doesn't help.

I'm worrying about Kadin, trying to figure out a quick way to get him back where he belongs, trying to figure out a way to make life all better for him, trying to figure out a way to fix my own life so at least he won't be worrying about me. I cried myself to sleep last night - and yes, this is Kadin related - and this morning woke up with a bitter taste in my mouth and a headache.

I don't remember dreaming. I'm not sure if I did or not. Pleasant change, my last few nights, just about every night since before he left, I've been dreaming. Oh, I don't doubt that I did last night too... I just don't remember it.

I'm going to go upstairs and get a cold soda and maybe some fruit. I'm going to sit by the air conditioner, and catnap. Maybe watch cartoons.

I talked with Snowtygrrr on Yahoo Messenger last night, which was quite interesting. Got to talk to his latest toy as well. What did I learn from talking with her? That she hates me already without even knowing me. That he's selling his house and she at least thought he's doing so to move here. That he's got decent hands but he doesn't figit with them at all. That I'm not the only one who is insanely affected by his voice. That she sees me as a threat. That he had some sort of issues with her arms. That she gives in too easily for him.

I suspect that's what he sees in me: a challenge. I'm one of a very few people who won't instantly let him have his way every time. Nor do I ever intend to, really... it would spoil the game.

Kadin just logged into Messenger... I wonder if it's really him?