And it hurts like a bitch. The damage my body took a couple weeks ago, the swelling and tear and all, really aren't helping... they are back with a vengeance.

I'm... gods. And I hate this part.

I'm not leaving the house today. I'm cancelling. I'm flaking out.

Mostly because I'm spending most of my time over the last few hours curled up in a little whimpering ball. I HURT.

This is one of the really bad ones.

Gah.

Someone let me be male... please? PLEASE?

I'm tired of hurting.