...first off, OW. I'd forgotten I could hurt so much. I really had. Which considering how much I hurt normally, is damned impressive.

But for some reason the pain just did a gigantic leap, I can't figure out why, and... yeah.

Spike has four books and a bit of gear at his place, and I want them back. He said that he'd be up and about and able to come out here this afternoon/evening... I've called repeatedly, no answer. Online, it says he's asleep. Yes, he sleep about five steps from the damned phone.

So I either drive all the damned way out there (which is not likely, although I can ask at least) or I go down to Caleb's without the books (which he hasn't read yet, thus me wanting to get them to him) and without the gear (which is that whole security blanket thing going right down the drain for me, I'd like a bit of comfort on the f'ing plane, thank you, I'm nervous enough already).

Jax, you do NOT get to leave gear places. Deal with this fact, and don't do it again, ok?

I want my books and gear back... I want him to actually stick to doing something, for once... the first one is reasonable, the second one? Nope. Not gonna happen. *wry grin*

No answers, no stuff, no nothing.

THIS, if anyone is wondering, is why it amused the heck out of me (yes, it also pissed me off, but it amused me too) when Grr got it into her head to try to convince Deb that I was leaving Caleb for Spike. Err... no? Leave someone who will actually do things he says he'll do, who shows emotion, who listens to me and bats me with a 2x4 until ~I~ listen when it's necessary, someone who makes me laugh and smile and who makes me incredibly happy, for someone who seems determined to ignore me?

Ahem. I have more pride, more sanity, and more self-preservation than that, among other things, thank you.

Ehh. Sorry. I'm just feeling a tiny bit irritated. I want my stuff, and I leave tomorrow so it's either get it today or do without. Much like meds.

At least the pharmacy people did their best to help.