I Don't Want To Deal With My Mother
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My mom will be here in a half-hour or less... pray for me?Oh, and my ultrasounds and my sigmoidoscopy were normal. So guess what? The doctor's decided I don't actually NEED pain medication now. Not 'ok, it's time to look into something new', not 'well, I can't LEGALLY keep you on high doses of pain meds but we'll keep looking'... ...no. Just 'your results are normal so we're going to stop looking, and you get no medication, and screw you'. Naturopath appointment today, appointment with my doctor as soon as I can f'ing get in, problems with OHP again, friends confusing me, life being frustrating... I keep clinging to a few very simple things. Snowtygrrr's hints at a chance to get Out for a while... Caleb's voice and the knowledge sooner or later I will be there with him... thoughts of Kadin and Torian, wonderful boys indeed, even if they are in SERIOUS need of retraining/further training at this point... Nick, once again communicating... Alex, humor and sadism... *clings* I need a vacation.
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