In a shitload of pain but it's slowly easing, there's the itch that you only get when you're healing, and hey, my side hurts less already!

Wanting Wishfire back... as well as my hand-burned CD that is keeping it company, and a few hours to spend with the person who has 'em both at the moment.

Not talkative - right now is not a good day for phone calls. I've already made as many as I can stand, talking to the doctor, to the clinic, to the pharmacy, to the other doctor... I need to figure out when exactly I'll be going out to Gresham and how I'll be getting there, but I'm too worn out already to even try right now. I feel pretty sorry for Caleb, since he won't be getting a bouncy, energetic me; a in-pain, not-supposed-to-move-much, not-sleeping-enough me is about the closest thing I can offer, and I feel guilty about that.

Kadin arrives on the 9th of next month and will be here until the 16th.

Ryan's mother read a piece of fiction he wrote and a few of his entries and decided that his entire relationship with me is a) nothing but 100% BDSM, 100% of the time... b) all a game to him... c) unsafe, and of course he never practices common safety habits or uses safewords... d) a lie he's living to hide from reality... err... hello? The woman has MET me, does she honestly think that I walk around in high-heeled boots swinging a whip 24/7? She knows my health history, she's seen me in pastels, and Ryan's happier now than he's been in years - what the HELL?

*sigh* Sorry, still a bit twitchy.

I'm hoping that Caleb and I can make it back out here to Beaverton and bring Bob with us - Becca's only been properly introduced to Bob once and barely introduced to Caleb once, and I think it'd be a nice friendly gathering. Ryan and Caleb could play Dynasty Warriors 4 afterward while Becca and I snuggle and giggle and watch them.

This is the first time I've been able to sit upright in this damned chair long enough to update without bursting into tears from the pain.

Angel - if you can't make it up here without risking your job, then stay... I do miss you and I would love your company, but if you need to wait a bit longer, then you need to wait. *hug* Although damn, but I'm starting to go nuts without those CDs... if you decide not to come up, would you be willing to drop them by my parents' house? I strongly suggest taping them closed first so I'll know if my folks have been listening to them...

...and if you are likely to decide that since I have the CDs then you don't need to come up after all, then NO, hang on to 'em a bit longer. *wry grin*

Ryan, update!

Kadin, update!

Heh. I'm going to go back to curling up and hurting now, kk?

Oh, regarding doctors: I need to pay $20 this month, specifically within the next 2 days, on the ambulance bill. I should have an amatryptaline refill at Walgreens within the next 2-4 days. Can't get ahold of the surgeon yet. Have an appointment with my Primary Care scheduled for the 25th at 1:15. I hurt. I itch. I'm tired but can't sleep (or at least, can't sleep enough).

Other than that? Life is good.