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Previous - this entry written on January 09, 2003 at 2:24 pm - Next No, of COURSE it couldn't be the medication. Just because within an hour to an hour and a half of taking it, a shrapnel grenade seems to have gone off in my stomach... just because since taking the triple-dose of it that you ordered, I have been leaking blood out of every orifice possible... just because I feel as if I'm going to die within three hours of taking even one pill... just because this is the ONLY medication-change and certainly not coupled with a diet-change that I've had in the last what, week, two weeks?... just because this hurts so bad it makes me forget kidney stones... just because you warned me this might be hard on my body... you're right, none of those are good reasons to suspect this new fucking medication YOU told me to take. It must just be something else. Right. Can you say 'never going back'? I thought you could. So if this doesn't stop soon I will be going in to the E.R. - and by 'soon' I mean 'within 6 hours tops'. I will be HAPPY to let them poke and prod at me, anything to make the pain stop and to find what's causing this... and if, as I suspect, they tell me it was something I took, GUESS WHAT CLINIC I'M GETTING RICH OFF OF? Because no, puking blood is NOT the sign of a good and sucessful medical treatment, nor is having said blood coming out of any other orifices, particularly not CONSISTANTLY. REALLY not a happy Jax just now. I'm waiting for things to calm down internally, and am likely to go to the hospital ASAP even if they do, just to check on my spine and to make sure there's no serious internal damage that I am just becoming accustomed to. And I am trying not to panic. *twitches* It's not a BIG panic attack, but it's enough to make me want to just curl up in a ball and scream. Need someone here. Need someone here NOW. This is... yeah. Will not scream. Will not panic. Will be FINE. I can cope with this. Really. Honest. *twitches*
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