...she says as part of her mind politely informs her that no, she's not going to go at ALL, she is instead going to pout and sulk and wait for them to wake up five minutes before they have to leave, just so she will have yet ANOTHER reason to pout and sulk...

...which is ridiculous, and so I am not doing it.

I AM going to see XXX today, even if I have to go by myself! *pouts* Which, for the record, I do not particularly want to do. I would MUCH rather go with people, preferrably friends.

And, also for the record (I want a copy of this record at some point, it's got all sorts of crap on it at this point that I want to re-read) I am NOT interested in Boy any more. *wry grin* Thought a bit too much about my boys last night and boom. No need for him. *amused*

Which is surprisingly not a bad thing.

Now, if I can just convince myself to actually go to the trouble of WAKING THEM UP, instead of just going out on my own or something... grr, argh.

Deb's not up yet, I am hoping she wakes up soon so I can inquire about using the van and doing a bit of shopping before coming back. Yeah, I know. Not something I actually NEED to do yet. But the van needs gas, and we could use something for dinner tonight, and I'll need to have it here-and-cooked before 5:00 if I'm going to make it to Pain Management today - have I gone into the I-want-to-avoid-it-again rant yet?

I do, you see. For no reason that I can really understand, I REALLY don't want to go.

It's confusing me.

Oh, and a Random Plug - you must read her! And sign her guestbook! And offer her sheep! *grins, wanders off sleepily in search of caffeine and a spine*