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What Once Was
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...and she said: -


...and she said: This is how it goes:


...and she said: Into The West

June 19, 2009
...and she said: Keeping a toehold somewhere...

May 30, 2009
...and she said: Long, long, long day...

April 18, 2009
...and she said: Breakdown

April 14, 2009
...and she said: I just don't know. *headdesk*

April 06, 2009
...and she said: It has a trunk. I don't know what it is. It was staring at me.

March 26, 2009
...and she said: vrrrroooommmmmmmmmmmmm

March 24, 2009
...and she said: Blergle. Weird dreams, too.

March 20, 2009
...and she said: Up to hurl, off to bed,what a lovely life. Yeccchhh.

March 20, 2009
...and she said: ...

March 09, 2009
...and she said: EVERYDAMNTIME

March 09, 2009
...and she said: asdfasdf

March 02, 2009
...and she said: Eyrth

March 01, 2009
...and she said: So very not really awake...

February 26, 2009
...and she said: Brief Note

February 24, 2009
...and she said: U feek kuje weej-okd dig fiid.,.,,,

February 23, 2009
...and she said: *hork*

February 22, 2009
...and she said: blargh

February 21, 2009
...and she said: Grrrrrrrr. Ow.

February 20, 2009
...and she said: Frozen

February 20, 2009
...and she said: Such fun indeed...

February 18, 2009
...and she said: Stupid depression, go the fuck AWAY. You're not helping anything.

February 17, 2009
...and she said: If you don't know about Hover Bacon, go look on youtube.

February 17, 2009
...and she said: Fortunate Wolves, Indeed... and not a single person reading this understands what that phrase means to me, I'd bet. ^.^ Funny old world.

February 17, 2009
...and she said: Those wolves again... oh, and extremely obscene dreams when I DO sleep.

February 14, 2009
...and she said: If you're reading this, it's not about you.

February 14, 2009
...and she said: Stresses Overwhelm

February 13, 2009
...and she said: Oh hey, company. Cate, absent but with prospects. This is not Sparta.

February 13, 2009
...and she said: ARGH

February 10, 2009
...and she said: PUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

February 10, 2009
...and she said: It snowed again. o.O

February 09, 2009
...and she said: Babies of various species...

February 07, 2009
...and she said: Please help my little ones!

February 07, 2009
...and she said: Waiting Here

February 07, 2009
...and she said: Overflow

February 06, 2009
...and she said: Poor 'lil helpless hatchlings...

February 05, 2009
...and she said: If they start riverdancing, I'm not leaving my bed for a week.

February 04, 2009
...and she said: Draconic Love

January 30, 2009
...and she said: Also, baby hamsters. LOTS of baby hamsters.

January 27, 2009
...and she said: ...I couldn't resist...

January 26, 2009
...and she said: Alive. Sorry, haven't been updating much. Check LJ for a couple of posts that didn't make it here.

January 13, 2009
...and she said: Fei is a ratpunkbastard.

January 09, 2009
...and she said: AAARRRRRRRRGH

January 07, 2009
...and she said: Petting Zoo

December 14, 2008
...and she said: Weather Worries

December 13, 2008
...and she said: Where I've Been

December 08, 2008
...and she said: A Boring Update

November 12, 2008
...and she said: Oldies

November 05, 2008
...and she said: Nothing to see here, move along, kk.

October 31, 2008
...and she said: In Which I Regress Ridiculously

October 28, 2008
...and she said: Baaah.


...and she said: Continue

September 22, 2008
...and she said: stealing someone else's computer briefly

August 29, 2008
...and she said: Also! Of Gods and Demonai...

August 29, 2008
...and she said: This morning was VERY strange...

August 27, 2008
...and she said: Tell me all your thoughts on god...

August 24, 2008
...and she said: A Field Guide to Fey, Elementals, Spirits, Sprites, Pooka, Gremlins, and Other Odd Creatures

August 23, 2008
...and she said: How is it possibly this busy?

August 13, 2008
...and she said: Today, Tomorrow, it's all happening now.

August 09, 2008
...and she said: Sorry, still not really able to deal with people.

August 08, 2008
...and she said: I Won't Forget These Days

August 07, 2008
...and she said: new shit

August 03, 2008
...and she said: Bad Dreams

August 03, 2008
...and she said: "The Band Played On" really does need to be filked.

July 31, 2008
...and she said: Let It Burn

July 31, 2008
...and she said: Hmmstrrrrs...

July 28, 2008
...and she said: Stupid Twitches

July 24, 2008
...and she said: Umm... is it supposed to do that?

July 10, 2008
...and she said: Briefly, before sleep.

July 08, 2008
...and she said: Passing Through

July 02, 2008
...and she said: *is ded nao*

June 30, 2008
...and she said: Blondie... and Kimberly... and the girls, gods, the girls...

June 30, 2008
...and she said: ...Blazing In Zcarlet Battalions...

June 28, 2008
...and she said: 100+ means MISERY AND WOE!

June 27, 2008
...and she said: Someday I'll actually write this bit BEFORE I start writing, instead of ending up writing something about the last paragraph or two of each entry. Really. Honest.

June 24, 2008
...and she said: Well, now. We call this the act of 'mating'...

June 22, 2008
...and she said: Also, zombie strippers? Hotter than I'd expected. Don't ask.

June 20, 2008
...and she said: Hmm...

June 14, 2008
...and she said: Much pain

June 13, 2008
...and she said: Recitation Of The Positive

June 11, 2008
...and she said: Also, Frodo has a new hamsterhouse.

June 07, 2008
...and she said: Everything Changes, Everything Remains

June 04, 2008
...and she said: Also!

June 04, 2008
...and she said: It's kind of like an entry, right?

May 30, 2008
...and she said: Panties For Peace

May 23, 2008
...and she said: Consciousness is still not entirely my friend.

May 21, 2008
...and she said: Addendum To Rambling

May 21, 2008
...and she said: It's a day. I'm here.

May 14, 2008
...and she said: PMS and then some...

May 09, 2008
...and she said: Cascadia

May 09, 2008
...and she said: Just sayin'...

May 06, 2008
...and she said: .....

May 04, 2008
...and she said: No, really. Don't bother trying tonight.

May 03, 2008
...and she said: Screaming Into Silence

April 30, 2008
...and she said: Chocolate, even.

April 29, 2008
...and she said: Tango To Evora... oh hey, I used this for a title before!

April 27, 2008
...and she said: Not Really Here

April 24, 2008
...and she said: Whee-hosiphat

April 20, 2008
...and she said: Peaceful Music, Peaceful Morning

April 20, 2008
...and she said: Snarkity snark snark bitch...

April 17, 2008
...and she said: When I'm more awake, I'll write up the descriptions... *passes out again*

April 15, 2008
...and she said: Erm... yep. Stuff.

April 12, 2008
...and she said: I had a point, but it's too hot, it melted away... gonna go lay down now.

April 12, 2008
...and she said: *grumblemuttersnark*

April 12, 2008
...and she said: Little balls of fur with HUGE eyes and such ginormous ears and OMG cute little paws...

April 11, 2008
...and she said: Not The Greatest Of Mornings

April 11, 2008
...and she said: There is a D30 on my desk...

April 09, 2008
...and she said: Gah.

April 07, 2008
...and she said: BABBIES!

April 06, 2008
...and she said: Contented Cat Indeed

April 04, 2008
...and she said: Please allow me to introduce myself... *feral grin*

April 03, 2008
...and she said: Still Here

March 31, 2008
...and she said: Drawing Down The Moon

March 31, 2008
...and she said: Drowsy and Ouchy, what a combination

March 30, 2008
...and she said: ...

March 28, 2008
...and she said: Yep, still exist, hi there.

March 25, 2008
...and she said: Updating, then looking for painmeds

March 19, 2008
...and she said: This is still how life is going. Shoot me.

March 18, 2008
...and she said: Still Breathing

March 14, 2008
...and she said: *muttermuttermuttertwitch*

March 12, 2008
...and she said: Goodbye, little furry one.

March 12, 2008
...and she said: Fucking medical field...

March 11, 2008
...and she said: Flubug

March 07, 2008
...and she said: No Refunds, part seven

March 07, 2008
...and she said: I feel like crap, I'm in pain, fuck trying to be online.

March 05, 2008
...and she said: I'd expected this.

March 05, 2008
...and she said: *sigh*

February 29, 2008
...and she said: No Refunds, part six

February 28, 2008
...and she said: No Refunds, part five

February 27, 2008
...and she said: I'm sorry, t'lesh.

February 26, 2008
...and she said: The Answer

February 25, 2008
...and she said: Stream Of Consciousness

February 24, 2008
...and she said: ...

February 23, 2008
...and she said: Language Issues

February 22, 2008
...and she said: NOTE TO WORLD

February 22, 2008
...and she said: *snerk*

February 22, 2008
...and she said: *sigh* I wish this surprised me.

February 22, 2008
...and she said: No Refunds, part 4

February 20, 2008
...and she said: No Refunds, part 3

February 20, 2008
...and she said: No Refunds, part 2

February 20, 2008
...and she said: No Refunds, part 1

February 19, 2008
...and she said: The Missing Spice

February 17, 2008
...and she said: *snicker*

February 17, 2008
...and she said: As It Were

February 16, 2008
...and she said: Ain't No Sunshine...

February 13, 2008
...and she said: Yeek.

February 13, 2008
...and she said: Bad tummy, DOWN.

February 12, 2008
...and she said: Satyr And Nymph

February 11, 2008
...and she said: Whee, it's an update! Be impressed.

February 11, 2008
...and she said: ...

February 09, 2008
...and she said: Ick yet again.

February 08, 2008
...and she said: Seriously, this makes us ALL look bad.

February 07, 2008
...and she said: *coughsnorkwheezesnifflehonk*

February 06, 2008
...and she said: Ew ew ew EEEWWWWW bad mental images!

February 05, 2008
...and she said: Just 'cos it's been a day since I updated last...

February 03, 2008
...and she said: Kate again...

February 03, 2008
...and she said: This is a title.

February 02, 2008
...and she said: Kate, Nreshan, and Me

January 31, 2008
...and she said: Yep. Weird day already.

January 31, 2008
...and she said: Yep. Weird day already.

January 31, 2008
...and she said: Stealing Fire

January 28, 2008
...and she said: Welcome to the future - We Are One

January 26, 2008
...and she said: O.o

January 26, 2008
...and she said: Argh.

January 26, 2008
...and she said: Hehehehe elfherding...

January 26, 2008
...and she said: Checking In

January 24, 2008
...and she said: Off to the coast, I think!

January 24, 2008
...and she said: And now...

January 23, 2008
...and she said: ZzzzZzzzZzzz

January 22, 2008
...and she said: Where I Am

January 18, 2008
...and she said: Inklantis Rising

January 17, 2008
...and she said: Orion and the Girl With Ink

January 16, 2008
...and she said: Schedule and Rant

January 15, 2008
...and she said: Note To Puppy and Kickass Flash Game Link

January 15, 2008
...and she said: Alive and kicking...

January 14, 2008
...and she said: Inkbraids

January 14, 2008
...and she said: Filler

January 12, 2008
...and she said: Still Breathing

January 10, 2008
...and she said: ...conduct unbecoming a... what? HOW?

January 09, 2008
...and she said: Oh, and...

January 09, 2008
...and she said: Orion and the Girl With Ink

January 09, 2008
...and she said: Orion and the Girl With Ink

January 08, 2008
...and she said: Heart

January 07, 2008
...and she said: It's morning. Yep. Definitely morning.

January 06, 2008
...and she said: Argh. Argh. No, really, ARGH. Fucking ow. Stupid body.

January 05, 2008
...and she said: Purrrrrr

January 04, 2008
...and she said: Visually overwhelming, and really damn cool.

January 04, 2008
...and she said: Just... WOW.

January 03, 2008
...and she said: So many plans...

January 02, 2008
...and she said: Wobbly bits...

January 01, 2008
...and she said: That time of year again!

December 31, 2007
...and she said: Almost 2008...

December 30, 2007
...and she said: Sunday. Morning. WTF?

December 30, 2007
...and she said: Because AIM hates me, also.

December 29, 2007
...and she said: *yawn*

December 28, 2007
...and she said: In Passing, wheeethedayishecticalready...

December 28, 2007
...and she said: ...how do you miss the fucking point by THAT MUCH?!

December 28, 2007
...and she said: Regarding Wolves

December 27, 2007
...and she said: Still Alive Here

December 23, 2007
...and she said: Holiday Blues

December 22, 2007
...and she said: ...

December 20, 2007
...and she said: ...another morning I've stayed awake to see...

December 19, 2007
...and she said: ...

December 16, 2007
...and she said: ...

December 16, 2007
...and she said: stupid weather websites are useless

December 15, 2007
...and she said: You already knew I'd be posting this entry. *wry grin* How could I not?

December 14, 2007
...and she said: Tequeo Az

December 14, 2007
...and she said: A Long Story

December 14, 2007
...and she said: Yep, I'm here.

December 13, 2007
...and she said: Just this

December 12, 2007
...and she said: Cryu, little sister...

December 12, 2007
...and she said: Aww, shit.

December 12, 2007
...and she said: Not precisely available, sorry.

December 11, 2007
...and she said: *thump* *thump* *thump*

December 11, 2007
...and she said: I'm awake, I'm awake, honest!

December 11, 2007
...and she said: *yawn*

December 09, 2007
...and she said: Gah. Tired. Ouchy. This bites.

December 08, 2007
...and she said: A very specific message for someone.

December 07, 2007
...and she said: Checklist!

December 06, 2007
...and she said: Ahh, all better now.

December 06, 2007
...and she said: This is NOT cool, NOT ok, and NOT something I'm going to put up with.

December 05, 2007
...and she said: food poisoning

December 05, 2007
...and she said: Why I let myself be un-sober for a while, incidentally.

December 04, 2007
...and she said: Let It Snow

December 03, 2007
...and she said: That... was weird.

December 02, 2007
...and she said: Just a note.

December 02, 2007
...and she said: Waking Thoughts

December 01, 2007
...and she said: Heh. We have mice. They have a wheel. It squeaks more than they do.

December 01, 2007
...and she said: It's the moments...

December 01, 2007
...and she said: No, seriously, OW.

December 01, 2007
...and she said: ...whoa. Didn't expect that.

December 01, 2007
...and she said: I just... they... GAH.

December 01, 2007
...and she said: It's going to make me SCREAM but it's Alan Rickman, dammit.

November 30, 2007
...and she said: So much time, so little useful thought...

November 30, 2007
...and she said: Updating way too many times. Don't care. OMG WOW.

November 30, 2007
...and she said: Just have to say.

November 30, 2007
...and she said: ...

November 30, 2007
...and she said: holy crap this is cool

November 30, 2007
...and she said: Stupid slow site...

November 30, 2007
...and she said: Dammit, queasy again, and all I did was drink some juice. *mutter*

November 29, 2007
...and she said: Dammit, this is Not Good.

November 29, 2007
...and she said: It's like the Anvil Chorus without the chorus part.

November 29, 2007
...and she said: ew ew ew ow ew ick ow...

November 28, 2007
...and she said: this sucks

November 28, 2007
...and she said: And Lo, There Were Updates

November 28, 2007
...and she said: Fuck, this hurts.

November 27, 2007
...and she said: ooh fierce

November 27, 2007
...and she said: 'cause I really needed more 'ow' in my life.

November 26, 2007
...and she said: Update, really it is...

November 25, 2007
...and she said: oh hey

November 25, 2007
...and she said: flu

November 23, 2007
...and she said: Stupid flu.

November 22, 2007
...and she said: ...stupid house gremlins.

November 22, 2007
...and she said: ...stupid house gremlins.

November 21, 2007
...and she said: Dreams are not always useful.

November 20, 2007
...and she said: *further purrrrring*

November 20, 2007
...and she said: No, I'm not sure where this is going.

November 20, 2007
...and she said: Hey, don't you want to go down like some junkie cosmonaut...?

November 19, 2007
...and she said: When advil stops working. *twitch*

November 18, 2007
...and she said: Tell me all your thoughts on god...

November 18, 2007
...and she said: Puppy, this will amuse you: Ecthelion's come looking for me.

November 18, 2007
...and she said: Movies... um, just putting this here so I don't lose it.

November 17, 2007
...and she said: Necessary Demands

November 16, 2007
...and she said: Ow ow ow

November 16, 2007
...and she said: I lurve me some hamster!

November 15, 2007
...and she said: *mutter*

November 15, 2007
...and she said: Everyone Changes

November 14, 2007
...and she said: Gah!

November 13, 2007
...and she said: BDSM Bingo!

November 13, 2007
...and she said: What is this, some twisted game of Whack-A-Mole?

November 13, 2007
...and she said: =^.^= Nearly 8am, and I'm not upset by this, how very odd. =^.^=

November 13, 2007
...and she said: Pantheon - Pratchett, Gaimen, Heinlein, Adams, Stephenson, Moran

November 12, 2007
...and she said: Giggles and munchies and hamsters, oh my!

November 11, 2007
...and she said: *taps her foot*

November 11, 2007
...and she said: *mutteryawn*

November 10, 2007
...and she said: Morning is still morning even if I have it in the afternoon, dammit.

November 09, 2007
...and she said: BANG!

November 09, 2007
...and she said: Shower time for meeeee!

November 09, 2007
...and she said: Ow my head... ow owowow...

November 09, 2007
...and she said: Movie's over now. Drugs and sleep. Drugs and sleep, dammit.

November 09, 2007
...and she said: So THIS Is why people keep paying him money...

November 09, 2007
...and she said: "Next"

November 09, 2007
...and she said: Wow. Bad. B.A.D.

November 09, 2007
...and she said: And hey, the workmen should be showing up in less than an hour. Just shoot me now.

November 08, 2007
...and she said: A bit more of an update...

November 08, 2007
...and she said: Hiya, Torian!

November 06, 2007
...and she said: *muttergrumble*

November 06, 2007
...and she said: OWW

November 06, 2007
...and she said: Llamas, or something

November 06, 2007
...and she said: Goodnight, Gracie

November 06, 2007
...and she said: Something is wrong

November 06, 2007
...and she said: I don't know what else to say.

November 05, 2007
...and she said: Updating-type thingie

November 04, 2007
...and she said: adsfhjl

November 03, 2007
...and she said: Illumination

November 03, 2007
...and she said: Resolution

November 02, 2007
...and she said: My desk chair, let me show you it. o.O

November 01, 2007
...and she said: "The Art Of Chocolate Alchemy"

October 31, 2007
...and she said: Dazed and already half-dreaming...

October 31, 2007
...and she said: Sweet scent of flowers, night-blooming, and the moths are dancing...

October 31, 2007
...and she said: Another Attempt At Movie-Watching

October 30, 2007
...and she said: A Tacky Egyptian Flick, part one

October 30, 2007
...and she said: a fragment speaks

October 29, 2007
...and she said: Halfway to Heaven

October 28, 2007
...and she said: Take me down, turn me inside out...

October 28, 2007
...and she said: October's almost over, yay!

October 27, 2007
...and she said: Brainless Horseman

October 27, 2007
...and she said: Self-discovery

October 25, 2007
...and she said: Exhausted Jax

October 25, 2007
...and she said: AnInterestjngnk no thatsnota tat I was typing something but I don't remember what, damn

October 24, 2007
...and she said: Dreading Tomorrow

October 22, 2007
...and she said: Quickie

October 22, 2007
...and she said: Don't ask.

October 21, 2007
...and she said: Vengeance - a porn review and recommendation

October 21, 2007
...and she said: *nomnomnomnomnom*

October 21, 2007
...and she said: Wheeporn!

October 21, 2007
...and she said: cate found

October 21, 2007
...and she said: Ow ow ow FUCK ow this hurts!

October 20, 2007
...and she said: Stupid muscle spasms...

October 19, 2007
...and she said: The wind is shifting.

October 17, 2007
...and she said: Vibrators!

October 17, 2007
...and she said: Hey, an entry that's both rushed and long. Neat trick.

October 13, 2007
...and she said: Sleep deprivation, even if it SHOULDN'T be happening, is annoying.

October 12, 2007
...and she said: ...

October 12, 2007
...and she said: Also Walgreens is a nightmare.

October 11, 2007
...and she said: I Aten't Ded

October 08, 2007
...and she said: hehehehehehic

October 07, 2007
...and she said: =^.^=

October 07, 2007
...and she said: Why is there bacon in the soap?

October 05, 2007
...and she said: Snowflake Conundrum

October 03, 2007
...and she said: Some of them were jelly-filled, even.

September 30, 2007
...and she said: I have nothing even resembling a clever title, sorry.

September 28, 2007
...and she said: She Walks

September 27, 2007
...and she said: Notes To...

September 26, 2007
...and she said: Bedtimefor meee!

September 25, 2007
...and she said: Mutteringly Morning Musings

September 24, 2007
...and she said: Sleep. Now. Zzzzzzzzzz...

September 24, 2007
...and she said: *yawn* Too tired to want to do anything, too awake to sleep. Also craving chocolate.

September 24, 2007
...and she said: My serpent, let me show you it.

September 24, 2007
...and she said: Things Of Note

September 23, 2007
...and she said: Grr. Ow. Muttersnarkgrowltwitchgrumble.

September 22, 2007
...and she said: Owwwwww. Lots of it, too.

September 22, 2007
...and she said: Gotta love going to bed without knowing if you'll remember anything of the evening when you wake.

September 21, 2007
...and she said: You Get What You Deserve? Not in this life, honey.

September 20, 2007
...and she said: Gah! Stupid people.

September 19, 2007
...and she said: What? WHY!?

September 19, 2007
...and she said: Three AM Blues

September 18, 2007
...and she said: Awake, really I am... *yawn*

September 17, 2007
...and she said: More worry, yay.

September 17, 2007
...and she said: Things Of Note

September 16, 2007
...and she said: This Is An Update

September 13, 2007
...and she said: Degenerative... whee, what a lovely word.

September 13, 2007
...and she said: An hour is FOREVER, argh.

September 12, 2007
...and she said: Land Down Under

September 12, 2007
...and she said: Life Is No Cabaret

September 12, 2007
...and she said: Oi to the world! \O/

September 10, 2007
...and she said: Grr. Argh. Ow. *police sirens in the background*

September 10, 2007
...and she said: All the little angels rise up, rise up...

September 10, 2007
...and she said: I swear, I had it a minute ago...

September 10, 2007
...and she said: Dehydration too... watered-down soda FTW.

September 10, 2007
...and she said: ...

September 10, 2007
...and she said: Vodka and orange soda, at that. Whee!

September 09, 2007
...and she said: So tired, again... still... always...

September 09, 2007
...and she said: This is really not a good time for this.

September 08, 2007
...and she said: Pointless Waste of Time is such a lovely website...

September 08, 2007
...and she said: I hate banks. I hate insurance. I hate a LOT of things.

September 07, 2007
...and she said: Run Around

September 07, 2007
...and she said: *tearing her hair out in frustration*

September 07, 2007
...and she said: Brief

September 07, 2007
...and she said: It's gonna wake the night...

September 06, 2007
...and she said: Too Old For Prayer

September 06, 2007
...and she said: How many times have I updated today, anyway?

September 06, 2007
...and she said: Enough is enough, isn't it? When does this all stop?

September 06, 2007
...and she said: Update:

September 06, 2007
...and she said: Also, I am bored. ^.^

September 05, 2007
...and she said: Want sleep. Want sleep badly.

September 04, 2007
...and she said: Letter to Torian

September 04, 2007
...and she said: Enter The ...who, again?

September 04, 2007
...and she said: Grr. Argh.

September 03, 2007
...and she said: I. Have. Periods.

September 02, 2007
...and she said: Wheeeee*splash*

September 02, 2007
...and she said: An Actual Update

September 02, 2007
...and she said: The universe just twitched.

September 01, 2007
...and she said: Sixteen flavors of hell and one angleic cocktail

August 31, 2007
...and she said: ...

August 30, 2007
...and she said: Too. Fucking. Hot. ...I use that as an entry title far too often.

August 30, 2007
...and she said: Please leave a message at the lack-of-beep...

August 30, 2007
...and she said: Tired, so fucking tired, and sleep would be a bad idea.

August 30, 2007
...and she said: So tired...

August 30, 2007
...and she said: Counting Crows time, yay.

August 29, 2007
...and she said: ...like some disgraced cosmonaut...

August 28, 2007
...and she said: gasdfasgsdfgag

August 28, 2007
...and she said: Not happy. Hurting, frustrated, and NOT HAPPY.

August 27, 2007
...and she said: Wark! ...damn, no black chocobo that time either.

August 26, 2007
...and she said: Channeled Rage, Channeled Fear, Channeled Lust, Channeled Misery

August 26, 2007
...and she said: Five minutes' searching, if even that long - I know you're jealous, love, but trust me, you have NO reason to be. *lick*

August 26, 2007
...and she said: Cracker rocks my world today, apparently.

August 26, 2007
...and she said: Hehehe, filk

August 26, 2007
...and she said: Stupid hormones, DIE!

August 25, 2007
...and she said: Yes, I know it's fucked up.

August 25, 2007
...and she said: Updated, tired of sitting up now, bye.

August 25, 2007
...and she said: Clearly, I need more vodka.

August 25, 2007
...and she said: Not going to scream. Screaming bad.

August 25, 2007
...and she said: Solutions aren't always pleasant, are they?

August 25, 2007
...and she said: Just shoot me, please.

August 25, 2007
...and she said: I feel like I've been run over by a cement truck.

August 24, 2007
...and she said: The lyrics to The Sweater Song still confuse me.

August 24, 2007
...and she said: Morning. Bah. Stupid. Ow.

August 23, 2007
...and she said: Gerblesnarf?

August 23, 2007
...and she said: Blah

August 23, 2007
...and she said: This is NOT a good morning.

August 22, 2007
...and she said: Stupid mornings.

August 21, 2007
...and she said: I'm just a ~little~ bit whiny at the moment...

August 21, 2007
...and she said: ...kiss your wet shaved hot pussy... *dies laughing*

August 20, 2007
...and she said: Just a note, move along...

August 20, 2007
...and she said: Treasure the good moments, learn from the bad ones... and the weird ones make good stories after the fact.

August 20, 2007
...and she said: ...

August 18, 2007
...and she said: Oi!

August 17, 2007
...and she said: Something Resembling An Update

August 16, 2007
...and she said: Jax's Diner

August 16, 2007
...and she said: Stardust

August 15, 2007
...and she said: Flash of Memory

August 14, 2007
...and she said: Whoa.

August 13, 2007
...and she said: Stupid pre-seizure twitches.

August 13, 2007
...and she said: Why is this so fucking stressful?

August 13, 2007
...and she said: On Fantastic Things

August 12, 2007
...and she said: Lentils and herbs and garlic, oh my!

August 12, 2007
...and she said: Linkety Goodness

August 12, 2007
...and she said: grr

August 11, 2007
...and she said: Oh, and the toilet has tried to flood three times today.

August 10, 2007
...and she said: *laughing too hard to breathe*

August 10, 2007
...and she said: Even photoshop isn't enough yet.

August 09, 2007
...and she said: Stupid Hurty Body

August 08, 2007
...and she said: Just An Update

August 07, 2007
...and she said: What Happened

August 06, 2007
...and she said: Why tonight?

August 06, 2007
...and she said: Only in dreams tonight, selia. Only in dreams.

August 05, 2007
...and she said: Sick and scared awake...

August 04, 2007
...and she said: Death not particularly warmed over

August 03, 2007
...and she said: wtf ow

August 02, 2007
...and she said: MRI

August 01, 2007
...and she said: A Hard Day's Night

July 31, 2007
...and she said: I don't believe in you, my Goddess

July 29, 2007
...and she said: Amazing how much sleep you get when you're NOT in agonizing constant pain.

July 29, 2007
...and she said: Just Thinking

July 29, 2007
...and she said: It's always 3 am somewhere.

July 28, 2007
...and she said: Verbal Rolled-up Newspaper

July 28, 2007
...and she said: A Post, of sorts

July 27, 2007
...and she said: I shall staple my hand to my forehead and...

July 27, 2007
...and she said: A Few Stray Thoughts

July 25, 2007
...and she said: ...'cause I'm stormy again...

July 25, 2007
...and she said: Seriously, their beds alone are like HAREM BEDS OF SPARKLY DOOM!

July 25, 2007
...and she said: Gah

July 25, 2007
...and she said: Must sleep. Appointment tomorrow.

July 24, 2007
...and she said: GRRR!

July 24, 2007
...and she said: Also overheated. I definitely feel overheated.

July 24, 2007
...and she said: ...but... no?

July 24, 2007
...and she said: Whee!

July 23, 2007
...and she said: Also I have silky VERY comfy VERY soft panties, whee!

July 22, 2007
...and she said: ...

July 22, 2007
...and she said: Too. Fucking. Hot.

July 22, 2007
...and she said: Pink Lemonade flavor, too. Universe, how I despise thee.

July 21, 2007
...and she said: o.O

July 21, 2007
...and she said: This seriously bites.

July 20, 2007
...and she said: Blargh.

July 16, 2007
...and she said: -

July 15, 2007
...and she said: Dog, sadly: I was badly brought up.
Dog: By people who never fed me.


July 13, 2007
...and she said: Well, then.

July 13, 2007
...and she said: *stretch* I wish I were sleeping.

July 12, 2007
...and she said: Home Shopping Networks are my friends.

July 12, 2007
...and she said: That Doesn't Work.

July 12, 2007
...and she said: ...'cause I'm stormy again...

July 12, 2007
...and she said: Murphy, I have some choice words for you.

July 12, 2007
...and she said: It is NOT beginning to look like fishmen, dammit!

July 11, 2007
...and she said: The Broken Doll

July 11, 2007
...and she said: The Broken Doll

July 11, 2007
...and she said: Melting! Melting, I say!

July 11, 2007
...and she said: I can has eurotrash now?

July 10, 2007
...and she said: Zergalicious!

July 10, 2007
...and she said: Merf.

July 10, 2007
...and she said: Fire Dance

July 09, 2007
...and she said: ...summer's not what I used to think it was.

July 09, 2007
...and she said: "...flashing memories of you riding with the moon that night..."

July 07, 2007
...and she said: *blink*

July 06, 2007
...and she said: Erg. No, Wolfgang, stay where I put you!

July 05, 2007
...and she said: Cravings

July 05, 2007
...and she said: Still need more sleep too.

July 03, 2007
...and she said: Goddammit, this is just stupid.

June 28, 2007
...and she said: Hydration... hydras... hm. Weird train of thought there.

June 26, 2007
...and she said: Slept, and still I'm angry.

June 25, 2007
...and she said: Not Enough

June 25, 2007
...and she said: Too. Fucking. Hot. Also ow.

June 23, 2007
...and she said: In Brief

June 19, 2007
...and she said: Six months or six years, it won't make any difference.

June 16, 2007
...and she said: Music: This Love by Craig Armstrong

June 16, 2007
...and she said: No, I'm NOT feeling good. Sorry to disappoint you.

June 15, 2007
...and she said: Set Me Free, Your Heaven's A Lie

June 15, 2007
...and she said: *hic*

June 13, 2007
...and she said: ...why do I bother, again?

June 12, 2007
...and she said: *shudder* Poking and probing and other unpleasant things... I wish I could just go back to bed.

June 12, 2007
...and she said: Don't Tell Me That You Love Me

June 08, 2007
...and she said: ...we're all mad down here.

June 07, 2007
...and she said: Damn it...

June 06, 2007
...and she said: EVIL computer, this is the fourth time I've tried to upload this.

June 06, 2007
...and she said: My apologies for the song lyrics...

June 04, 2007
...and she said: Geh... no sleep, lots of pain, extreme nervousness, whee.

June 03, 2007
...and she said: Grr. It's like PMS, a period, giving birth, and having a panic attack ALL AT ONCE. Fun. Really.

May 30, 2007
...and she said: Erm. What? Update? ...not really, sorry. Other than the fridge bit.

May 29, 2007
...and she said: A rather long update, whee!

May 27, 2007
...and she said: MOAR RAINFOREST PLZ

May 26, 2007
...and she said: Facade would be laughing; he saw this, the rest of me just wouldn't admit it at the time.

May 25, 2007
...and she said: Not Much Else To Say

May 25, 2007
...and she said: Not even valium is helping.

May 21, 2007
...and she said: addendum

May 20, 2007
...and she said: In which Our Hero deals with parents, pit traps, parking lots, and pig.

May 19, 2007
...and she said: Brief before bed

May 19, 2007
...and she said: Fuzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

May 18, 2007
...and she said: .........

May 17, 2007
...and she said: Hehehehehehehehehe*gasp*hehehe

May 14, 2007
...and she said: ...bloody stupid malfunctioning kidney...

May 11, 2007
...and she said: Scribbled quickly on my way to my box 'o makeup...

May 09, 2007
...and she said: Weirding

May 08, 2007
...and she said: Another brief note

May 06, 2007
...and she said: *poingpoingpoing*

May 04, 2007
...and she said: Sorry, no clever title today. Too tired and too twitchy to think of one.

May 04, 2007
...and she said: Sorry, no clever title today. Too tired and too twitchy to think of one.

May 03, 2007
...and she said: QQ'ing

May 01, 2007
...and she said: Comic link, don't mind me

May 01, 2007
...and she said: Brief, not enough words in the universe so just this, for now...

April 29, 2007
...and she said: Stupid diaryland bugs

April 29, 2007
...and she said: Err, this is a title. I'm in a hurry.

April 26, 2007
...and she said: Goldfrapp rocks my world, musically speaking.

April 25, 2007
...and she said: Reaction

April 23, 2007
...and she said: Magic: The Addiction

April 23, 2007
...and she said: Magic: The Addiction

April 20, 2007
...and she said: A Gaming World You'll Never See

April 19, 2007
...and she said: *yawn*

April 12, 2007
...and she said: Addendum

April 12, 2007
...and she said: Either surprisingly short or surprisingly long, I'm not actually sure which one applies. Maybe both.

April 10, 2007
...and she said: taking notes

April 09, 2007
...and she said: Even sitting at the freaking computer hurts now. *mutter*

April 08, 2007
...and she said: Ow ow fuck ow getting tired of this ow ow dammit ow

April 07, 2007
...and she said: Typed while yawning repeatedly

April 06, 2007
...and she said: *snicker*

April 02, 2007
...and she said: Almost An Update, Tahdah!

March 26, 2007
...and she said: We are all cogs

March 24, 2007
...and she said: It's... um... stuff!

March 20, 2007
...and she said: In Progress

March 16, 2007
...and she said: Um. Hi?

March 13, 2007
...and she said: Strange

March 09, 2007
...and she said: Ceremonial Leather and Steel

March 08, 2007
...and she said: This camel's back just broke.

February 26, 2007
...and she said: Wow, this is a pathetic entry.

February 24, 2007
...and she said: Tango To Evora

February 22, 2007
...and she said: Not Really Here Yet

February 19, 2007
...and she said: Gah. Kill me now, plzkthx

February 17, 2007
...and she said: Meh

February 10, 2007
...and she said: More Jenna

February 09, 2007
...and she said: Jenna

February 08, 2007
...and she said: Koalas and shit

February 07, 2007
...and she said: Torian, and Contemplation

February 02, 2007
...and she said: Letters to Lydia

January 30, 2007
...and she said: Bathtime

January 29, 2007
...and she said: Sniffly, sleepy, coughing, and cold... ick.

January 29, 2007
...and she said: -

January 28, 2007
...and she said: Delays and such

January 27, 2007
...and she said: still sick

January 24, 2007
...and she said: Me-fuckin'-ow.

January 22, 2007
...and she said: ...*hack, cough, sniffle*

January 21, 2007
...and she said: Ickyflu

January 19, 2007
...and she said: Upswing

January 16, 2007
...and she said: Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

January 16, 2007
...and she said: Insomnia Is NOT My Friend

January 15, 2007
...and she said: Politeness is not something the world needs less of. Seriously.

January 15, 2007
...and she said: Collapse, Revival, Life Is Good Again

January 13, 2007
...and she said: I am so completely lost...

January 12, 2007
...and she said: All hands on deck!

January 11, 2007
...and she said: So sleepy...

January 09, 2007
...and she said: Stupid stress.

January 07, 2007
...and she said: I tried to reach you, baby...

January 05, 2007
...and she said: Three forms of anime, three ways to... erm... wow.

January 05, 2007
...and she said: ..no, we just sell shoes!

January 05, 2007
...and she said: When incandescent, hand in hand, we stand against the tests of Time...

January 04, 2007
...and she said: Even Monty Python isn't making me smile lately...

January 03, 2007
...and she said: Bunkaar!?

January 02, 2007
...and she said: Disgust

January 02, 2007
...and she said: Disgust

December 31, 2006
...and she said: Tentacoo Wape!

December 28, 2006
...and she said: I fucking have to do this.

December 28, 2006
...and she said: Theft And Violence

December 26, 2006
...and she said: It's Oh So Quiet

December 24, 2006
...and she said: ...nothing else to say, sorry.

December 22, 2006
...and she said: *snerk*

December 20, 2006
...and she said: Arglebargle Strikes Again

December 15, 2006
...and she said: Yep, that time of year again.

December 10, 2006
...and she said: It's Not Easy Being Green

December 10, 2006
...and she said: -

December 09, 2006
...and she said: Exhausted but happy

December 08, 2006
...and she said: Pack Mentality

December 03, 2006
...and she said: Squoogle and Vim

December 02, 2006
...and she said: http://www.dionaea-house.com/default.htm

December 01, 2006
...and she said: Leslie Gore rocks my world

November 30, 2006
...and she said: I have skittles.

November 29, 2006
...and she said: Hehehehehehehehehe*gasp*hehehe

November 29, 2006
...and she said: Reality Is Sucking Right Now

November 23, 2006
...and she said: I see the world as...

November 21, 2006
...and she said: Sleepless, too.

November 21, 2006
...and she said: What, you wanted flowers?

November 19, 2006
...and she said: Sorta existing again...

November 18, 2006
...and she said: The universe still sucks.

November 16, 2006
...and she said: Not gonna be online for a bit.

November 11, 2006
...and she said: Why, what planet do you live on?

November 10, 2006
...and she said: 'Cos it's easier to try...

November 09, 2006
...and she said: The Pounding Sea Is Calling Me Home

November 09, 2006
...and she said: Why I wanted it.

November 06, 2006
...and she said: Just A Song

November 05, 2006
...and she said: And In Another Universe

October 31, 2006
...and she said: That Time Of Year

October 27, 2006
...and she said: Mewsic

October 25, 2006
...and she said: Ahem

October 24, 2006
...and she said: WHEEE!

October 22, 2006
...and she said: Climax

October 18, 2006
...and she said: No, I didn't sleep well. Slept a lot, but not well. Not well at all.

October 18, 2006
...and she said: Still Here

October 17, 2006
...and she said: Whee!

October 17, 2006
...and she said: A Very Mad World

October 17, 2006
...and she said: The First Alex

October 15, 2006
...and she said: Not A Feminist, which is likely spelled wrong, but I'm barely awake and don't care.


...and she said: Dland no longer automatically posts the date and time. Evil.

Um, date thing.
...and she said: The bow's turned back to my home...


...and she said: ^.^

October 09, 2006
...and she said: Foursome - and NOT that kind, sadly.

October 09, 2006
...and she said: Damn you AND your boots!

October 08, 2006
...and she said: I have no short description. Stupid textbox.

October 07, 2006
...and she said: Maybe I should go watch old Buffy episodes or something. Meh.

October 06, 2006
...and she said: Flickers and Faint Whispers

October 05, 2006
...and she said: There will be more, daily hopefully.

September 23, 2006
...and she said: sdf

September 22, 2006
...and she said: Not This War

September 19, 2006
...and she said: Continued Conversation

September 19, 2006
...and she said: Incidental - isn't everything?

September 19, 2006
...and she said: Brief response to things...

September 17, 2006
...and she said: Repose

September 17, 2006
...and she said: Banned From IF

September 15, 2006
...and she said: Request

September 15, 2006
...and she said: Menethil by Moonlight

September 14, 2006
...and she said: Happy Birthday, love!

September 14, 2006
...and she said: We Want Your Soul

September 14, 2006
...and she said: sick

September 12, 2006
...and she said: Just a little bit...

September 12, 2006
...and she said: She'll Be Climbing Higher Now

September 11, 2006
...and she said: In Seclusion

September 09, 2006
...and she said: The Price Of Potions

September 08, 2006
...and she said: briefly

September 07, 2006
...and she said: Ooh hey, it's a list.

September 07, 2006
...and she said: Erm... hi. I have no title.

September 07, 2006
...and she said: National Jaxographic Special # whatever-and-change

September 06, 2006
...and she said: One entry I won't bother pointing out - either it's seen or it isn't.

September 06, 2006
...and she said: Inkwork

September 06, 2006
...and she said: Repetition

September 06, 2006
...and she said: *mutter*

September 05, 2006
...and she said: Regarding

September 04, 2006
...and she said: Gah. Not good.

September 04, 2006
...and she said: Also I have fries. ^.^ Completely unrelated, yes.

September 03, 2006
...and she said: NOW I remember. Figures.

September 03, 2006
...and she said: For the fur

September 02, 2006
...and she said: "'Even you', I said, 'you're all crazy.'"

September 01, 2006
...and she said: Wheee, no sleep, hyper elf!

September 01, 2006
...and she said: Home

August 31, 2006
...and she said: Not Much Else To Say

August 30, 2006
...and she said: Silent

August 29, 2006
...and she said: ...it sure as hell bewildered ME...

August 28, 2006
...and she said: Mild Annoyance

August 28, 2006
...and she said: Ghost Dance

August 27, 2006
...and she said: Comma Capital of the US

August 27, 2006
...and she said: *mutter*

August 24, 2006
...and she said: News, Ramblings, A Writing Challenge and A Request For Help

August 24, 2006
...and she said: Lists

August 23, 2006
...and she said: asdasdfasdf

August 22, 2006
...and she said: Regarding The Box

August 22, 2006
...and she said: Listy Stuffs

August 22, 2006
...and she said: A Different Take On An Old Theme

August 18, 2006
...and she said: Geh.

August 18, 2006
...and she said: Poor Unfortunate... Tanks? *snicker*

August 18, 2006
...and she said: Another World, again

August 17, 2006
...and she said: DONE

August 17, 2006
...and she said: Linky thing

August 16, 2006
...and she said: Endless Dancing

August 15, 2006
...and she said: The Raider's Ego

August 14, 2006
...and she said: .............o.O..............

August 13, 2006
...and she said: Aftermath

August 13, 2006
...and she said: Stupid

August 13, 2006
...and she said: Poor Timing, Poor Choices, Poor Puppy

August 12, 2006
...and she said: I am travelling / under your skin

August 12, 2006
...and she said: Writing in hopes of relaxing enough to sleep some more.

August 12, 2006
...and she said: Also? All things in moderation except him. Him, I could take unendingly. *soft purring*

August 11, 2006
...and she said: Posession

August 11, 2006
...and she said: *hums quietly*

August 11, 2006
...and she said: I Win

August 10, 2006
...and she said: On The Wind

August 08, 2006
...and she said: Hey Canada, want a bit more land? I don't think we need this state here.

August 07, 2006
...and she said: Messages And Notes

August 07, 2006
...and she said: Oh what a week, still...

August 06, 2006
...and she said: Simple Statement

August 04, 2006
...and she said: Nirvana

August 03, 2006
...and she said: mild frustration

August 03, 2006
...and she said: Must remember this...

August 03, 2006
...and she said: ...just stuff.

August 03, 2006
...and she said: *squeee*

August 02, 2006
...and she said: See? No details.

August 02, 2006
...and she said: Just... things. *slight smile*

August 02, 2006
...and she said: Weird Morning

August 01, 2006
...and she said: Strange Things and Strange Desires

August 01, 2006
...and she said: Gah.

July 31, 2006
...and she said: Just a message, nothing to see here.

July 31, 2006
...and she said: *mutter snarl snark*

July 30, 2006
...and she said: A List Of Things

July 29, 2006
...and she said: Grr. Stupid, stupid people.

July 29, 2006
...and she said: I. Hate. Being. Female.

July 28, 2006
...and she said: ...but the drugs like me...

July 28, 2006
...and she said: Rushed, at 7 AM

July 27, 2006
...and she said: Lullabye Of The Pines

July 27, 2006
...and she said: *twitch*

July 26, 2006
...and she said: Birth Of The Crimson Cat Goddess

July 26, 2006
...and she said: Tiny Tales of the Strange and Sublime as found in the journal of Elizabeth Twice Amberwood, Age 11

July 26, 2006
...and she said: I'm Captain Jack Sparrow, savvy?

July 25, 2006
...and she said: *throws her hands in the air*

July 25, 2006
...and she said: I'm melting, I'm meltiiinnnnnggggggggg...

July 24, 2006
...and she said: Oh my Love

July 24, 2006
...and she said: Irrelevant musings that won't actually make a difference but will make me miserable if I don't at least write 'em down...

July 23, 2006
...and she said: So yeah, I'd like to know what's going on.

July 22, 2006
...and she said: Mumblemumblesnorezzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

July 22, 2006
...and she said: -

July 22, 2006
...and she said: Just some random stuff

July 21, 2006
...and she said: Bath Time!

July 21, 2006
...and she said: Sanctuary

July 21, 2006
...and she said: Wheeeeeee! Shiny Elf!

July 20, 2006
...and she said: Pershwicket

July 20, 2006
...and she said: -

July 20, 2006
...and she said: Random Thought

July 20, 2006
...and she said: What's Up

July 20, 2006
...and she said: The Boys Of Summer

July 20, 2006
...and she said: ...TV Dinners, and Letters...

July 20, 2006
...and she said: Gaming Geek FTW!

July 19, 2006
...and she said: A Few Things

July 19, 2006
...and she said: Just clearing up the index page.

July 19, 2006
...and she said: Yesterday Dreams, cont.

July 18, 2006
...and she said: Meh

July 18, 2006
...and she said: Yo, yo... *hides*

July 18, 2006
...and she said: P.S.

July 18, 2006
...and she said: Finality

July 18, 2006
...and she said: Three missed opportunities

July 17, 2006
...and she said: *tsk*

July 17, 2006
...and she said: Just... no. The day is weird enough.

July 17, 2006
...and she said: Jax's Discovery Channel Strikes Again

July 16, 2006
...and she said: Waiting Curiously

July 16, 2006
...and she said: Boozahol! *hic*

July 16, 2006
...and she said: *scheme and plot, plot and scheme*

July 15, 2006
...and she said: What. The. Fuck. With donuts. And toilet paper, apparent.

July 15, 2006
...and she said: Disclaimer

July 15, 2006
...and she said: Yesterday Dreams

July 15, 2006
...and she said: *snicker*

July 14, 2006
...and she said: Geisha's Dream

July 14, 2006
...and she said: Repairs and Messages

July 13, 2006
...and she said: Today

July 12, 2006
...and she said: I felt like sharing.

July 12, 2006
...and she said: Not Really Here

July 11, 2006
...and she said: I Want To Be In Your Arms (If Only For One Day)

July 11, 2006
...and she said: I suspect this won't be the last entry I post tonight, any more than the one before was. Feast or famine, in update form.

July 11, 2006
...and she said: Under My Skin

July 11, 2006
...and she said: WOW. Lots of wow. But no paladins, I'm pretty sure.

July 09, 2006
...and she said: I wanna be the hat!

July 08, 2006
...and she said: Touch The Sky

July 08, 2006
...and she said: Half-asleep and not yet dreaming...

July 05, 2006
...and she said: Mornings are even worse when you don't get to sleep before having them.

July 05, 2006
...and she said: Meh,

July 03, 2006
...and she said: Shortness as I'm melting too much to want to keep trying to type...

July 01, 2006
...and she said: *pacing*

July 01, 2006
...and she said: How To Give A Blowjob - a guide for nervous women

June 30, 2006
...and she said: Happy Fun Stress Panic Time Yay!

June 30, 2006
...and she said: Really, what else is there to say? Stupid router.

June 30, 2006
...and she said: As always, enjoying a few of the memories...

June 29, 2006
...and she said: When I die, if there is a god, I am going to KILL him for this stupid period stuff.

June 29, 2006
...and she said: In Passing

June 29, 2006
...and she said: Fucking stupid cramps, why the bloody hell do I even HAVE genetalia if they're gonna be this evil?

June 28, 2006
...and she said: This is why my life is not at all easy to deal with and even harder to actually EXPLAIN to other people.

June 28, 2006
...and she said: *chortle*

June 28, 2006
...and she said: A form of virginity...

June 28, 2006
...and she said: ...knowing I'm not alone? Priceless.

June 28, 2006
...and she said: Yeah, this means I've updated Yet Again tonight.

June 27, 2006
...and she said: An Hour Past

June 27, 2006
...and she said: Disappointed

June 27, 2006
...and she said: Linkage

June 27, 2006
...and she said: Impatient

June 27, 2006
...and she said: ...give a dog a bone...

June 27, 2006
...and she said: Love Me, My Dream

June 27, 2006
...and she said: Link to a good Spike/Xander slashfic...

June 26, 2006
...and she said: Techno and Sharpies

June 26, 2006
...and she said: Three Things

June 26, 2006
...and she said: Reminded

June 26, 2006
...and she said: This movie is rated Terrible due to wall-slapping, horse costumes, and a maypole.

June 26, 2006
...and she said: Venus Envy Strikes Again!

June 25, 2006
...and she said: Also, apparently there are no Utena episodes to be found online for teh leeching. Grr.

June 24, 2006
...and she said: Headache Season

June 23, 2006
...and she said: Orcas and Bigger Breasts

June 22, 2006
...and she said: Ent'Fika

June 22, 2006
...and she said: Bastet

June 21, 2006
...and she said: Zen and the Art of Subbie Playtoy Maintainance

June 21, 2006
...and she said: Ent'Fika

June 18, 2006
...and she said: 14 years old and goth. Again.

June 18, 2006
...and she said: Dry Bones In The Desert

June 17, 2006
...and she said: ...oh come now...

June 17, 2006
...and she said: Ink ink ink inking is what I want so very very much to do,,,

June 16, 2006
...and she said: Ink Addict

June 16, 2006
...and she said: Malfoys Are Nummy

June 16, 2006
...and she said: Sleepless In Los Angeles

June 15, 2006
...and she said: Woo, Submissive Glaring Boy Of Doom!

June 15, 2006
...and she said: Ani's fuckable in the third movie. Tell me I'm not the only one who thinks this. Stupid, yes. But fuckable.

June 15, 2006
...and she said: Gah, I'm melting

June 15, 2006
...and she said: Why does the internet hate me?

June 14, 2006
...and she said: YummyYummyYummy

June 14, 2006
...and she said: Slowly Going Insane

June 14, 2006
...and she said: Frustration

June 14, 2006
...and she said: Somewhat Hungry

June 14, 2006
...and she said: Erm...

June 14, 2006
...and she said: Prayer Beads

June 14, 2006
...and she said: Here.

June 13, 2006
...and she said: Short And Only Semi-Useful (but satisfying anyway, ha!)

June 13, 2006
...and she said: ...if?

June 13, 2006
...and she said: Still, Life

June 12, 2006
...and she said: From Angst To Relief in just a few short minutes!

June 12, 2006
...and she said: Whee. Really. Whee. o.O

June 12, 2006
...and she said: One Last Deep Breath Before The Storm

June 12, 2006
...and she said: Dentist Of DOOM!

June 11, 2006
...and she said: Squirrely Wrath!

June 11, 2006
...and she said: Inkwork!

June 11, 2006
...and she said: Micemice micemice mousesmeece micemousemicemice...

June 11, 2006
...and she said: *dying laughing*

June 11, 2006
...and she said: Nearly Sleeping

June 11, 2006
...and she said: Move Along

June 10, 2006
...and she said: Part Two of something...

June 10, 2006
...and she said: *squee*

June 09, 2006
...and she said: *poke* *poke* *poke*

June 09, 2006
...and she said: Part One of something not particularly full of inspiration.

June 09, 2006
...and she said: Ick. Ick ick ick. Also ow.

June 09, 2006
...and she said: Hehehe... LJ, always a source of amusement.

June 09, 2006
...and she said: ebay

June 09, 2006
...and she said: Oh to be in Portland again...

June 09, 2006
...and she said: Waking Life

June 09, 2006
...and she said: *shrug* Don't ask me, I just write the stuff.

June 08, 2006
...and she said: Why Not To Give Blowjobs, Apparently

June 07, 2006
...and she said: Who's going where again?

June 07, 2006
...and she said: *yawn*

June 06, 2006
...and she said: Resolution

June 06, 2006
...and she said: Resolution

June 05, 2006
...and she said: I want your soul to sing six words harmony...

June 05, 2006
...and she said: Growlsnarlpokepokecodepoke

June 03, 2006
...and she said: I. Want. Boots.

June 03, 2006
...and she said: Amazing how quickly a good solid OWW wipes the mind clean.

June 03, 2006
...and she said: Hehehehehehe

June 03, 2006
...and she said: For The Birds... or something like that.

June 03, 2006
...and she said: Drifting Thoughts

June 02, 2006
...and she said: As Willed

June 01, 2006
...and she said: For Teh Puppy

June 01, 2006
...and she said: Returning


...and she said: At the hospital again

May 30, 2006
...and she said: Where. Are. Those. Damn. Sheep.

May 30, 2006
...and she said: Dammit, sheep.

May 30, 2006
...and she said: So, um, apparently yeah, still hormonal.

May 30, 2006
...and she said: Who Holds My Heart So Prisoner

May 29, 2006
...and she said: ...dying slowly at each of your soft words...

May 29, 2006
...and she said: Nameless

May 28, 2006
...and she said: Stupid thing. One more fuckup on the list.

May 28, 2006
...and she said: Hollow

May 28, 2006
...and she said: Mrrp.

May 28, 2006
...and she said: Freud: the man who said one thing and meant his mother.

May 27, 2006
...and she said: What I Am Thinking About Instead Of How Fucking Much I Hurt

May 27, 2006
...and she said: First Glance

May 27, 2006
...and she said: No One Exists

May 26, 2006
...and she said: Meh... yeah, I know, I use that a lot.

May 26, 2006
...and she said: Simple Answer

May 25, 2006
...and she said: Why did I bother waking up?

May 24, 2006
...and she said: Wheee! Fuzzy AI, violent troops, and an ovalquik fiend with a Large Gun!

May 24, 2006
...and she said: Ahem

May 24, 2006
...and she said: ...

May 23, 2006
...and she said: *scratchscratchscratch*

May 22, 2006
...and she said: *mentally pacing*

May 22, 2006
...and she said: Another day, another dinosaur...

May 21, 2006
...and she said: ...does it feel as good for you?

May 20, 2006
...and she said: Strange World

May 19, 2006
...and she said: Emotions shift...

May 19, 2006
...and she said: These voices in my head are mine alone...

May 19, 2006
...and she said: *shrug*

May 19, 2006
...and she said: *muttersnarl*

May 18, 2006
...and she said: *much boggling and confusion*

May 18, 2006
...and she said: *much boggling and confusion*

May 18, 2006
...and she said: Drama is now on hiatus; please check back for your Regularly Scheduled Stupidity and Insanity.

May 18, 2006
...and she said: Kill Me Now KTHX

May 17, 2006
...and she said: Best Cock On The Block

May 17, 2006
...and she said: Politely Pretending To Exist

May 17, 2006
...and she said: yeah, I'm thinking of Her again

May 17, 2006
...and she said: Spider? Fly? Either one, today.

May 17, 2006
...and she said: Memories of a sort.

May 17, 2006
...and she said: And Then

May 16, 2006
...and she said: An Ending, Perhaps

May 16, 2006
...and she said: ...

May 15, 2006
...and she said: Need I say anything else? *laughing*

May 15, 2006
...and she said: meh, and lots of it

May 14, 2006
...and she said: Merf. Wendygirl.

May 14, 2006
...and she said: You know you want to look...

May 14, 2006
...and she said: I really don't do mornings well.

May 14, 2006
...and she said: I. Hate. My. Hormones.

May 13, 2006
...and she said: Grr. Argh. And other sounds of displeasure.

May 12, 2006
...and she said: Blah. Stupid week. Stupid month.

May 11, 2006
...and she said: One More Black Mark

May 11, 2006
...and she said: Meta re:Translation

May 09, 2006
...and she said: Bah!

May 09, 2006
...and she said: *points muchly at her links*

May 08, 2006
...and she said: Questions or Answers, neither of them mattering

May 08, 2006
...and she said: Another vague entry you'll likely never see.

May 05, 2006
...and she said: *sulk*

May 04, 2006
...and she said: Me? Clean? ...maybe...

May 04, 2006
...and she said: Not that this will be seen either.

May 04, 2006
...and she said: Surreal (and craving peaches)

May 03, 2006
...and she said: ...just hormones. That's all it is.

May 03, 2006
...and she said: ...eventually part six...

May 03, 2006
...and she said: Edited for readability and puncuation, mostly.

May 03, 2006
...and she said: Food-Related Angst

May 03, 2006
...and she said: Also random chemistry, were-community newspapers, and church.

May 02, 2006
...and she said: The Other Side Of Things

May 02, 2006
...and she said: Or chocolate and NON-diet soda. Chocolate good.

April 30, 2006
...and she said: So what, I was supposed to just laugh it off and not mention it? Fuck that.

April 30, 2006
...and she said: Not Even Awake Yet

April 29, 2006
...and she said: Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr


...and she said: ...


...and she said: Blergle.

April 28, 2006
...and she said: I hate having to repeat myself, you know, but you're making it necessary.

April 27, 2006
...and she said: Well, isn't this grand.

April 27, 2006
...and she said: wtf

April 27, 2006
...and she said: *headdesk*

April 27, 2006
...and she said: This? Seriously bites.

April 27, 2006
...and she said: Grr. And ow. And so forth.

April 27, 2006
...and she said: wtf

April 27, 2006
...and she said: Pointless Waste Of Space (and a really strange dream)

April 27, 2006
...and she said: situation: still ow

April 26, 2006
...and she said: ...yet another odd mood...

April 26, 2006
...and she said: cell phone, wheee

April 26, 2006
...and she said: Owwie, dammit.

April 26, 2006
...and she said: In All The World

April 26, 2006
...and she said: Feeling Better, More Or Less

April 26, 2006
...and she said: Yippee.

April 26, 2006
...and she said: Ick. Just ick. Ick with sleeping though, so 's all good.

April 26, 2006
...and she said: Well, crap.

April 25, 2006
...and she said: Still Flying Along

April 25, 2006
...and she said: Unchanged

April 24, 2006
...and she said: Put Up Or Shut Up

April 23, 2006
...and she said: It sparkles, too!

April 23, 2006
...and she said: ...

April 22, 2006
...and she said: Here we go again...

April 22, 2006
...and she said: Mouses Of Infinite Cuteness


...and she said: Just Call Me Alexander

April 21, 2006
...and she said: Shopping List


...and she said: ...

April 20, 2006
...and she said: WWII wallpapers

April 20, 2006
...and she said: ...o.O...


...and she said: No rest for the wicked...

April 19, 2006
...and she said: Return To Stratholme


...and she said: Odds Aren't Good


...and she said: *poke*


...and she said: Why I Write

April 15, 2006
...and she said: WTF, sleep? Where are you?

April 15, 2006
...and she said: Things I Never Did

April 15, 2006
...and she said: Hi. Bye. Do you even exist any more?

April 14, 2006
...and she said: Dreaming Of The Impossible

April 14, 2006
...and she said: Of Memories, Music, And Mice

April 12, 2006
...and she said: Why does it hurt this much? They aren't even named.

April 12, 2006
...and she said: Meh. Again.

April 11, 2006
...and she said: Just a link

April 08, 2006
...and she said: (') Yeesh. (')

April 07, 2006
...and she said: Back Away From The Place Where My Ashes Are Buried

April 04, 2006
...and she said: American Dreamgirl - not really the topic but the song is stuck in my head. Grr.

April 03, 2006
...and she said: So before I end my day, remember...

March 28, 2006
...and she said: I seriously hope this is PMS, 'cos PMS in theory only hits once a month. o.O

March 27, 2006
...and she said: Long Past Due

March 23, 2006
...and she said: In Which Our Hero Sleeps Too Much

March 22, 2006
...and she said: Yep, bitching agin. Sorry.

March 20, 2006
...and she said: The only problem...

March 20, 2006
...and she said: Another World

March 19, 2006
...and she said: California Dreaming

March 19, 2006
...and she said: Ick.

March 19, 2006
...and she said: ...

March 14, 2006
...and she said: Awake To See The Dawn

March 10, 2006
...and she said: ...

March 09, 2006
...and she said: Whee, fanart!

March 02, 2006
...and she said: In Shadows She Walks

February 28, 2006
...and she said: Fena Pril

February 25, 2006
...and she said: Just a bit later...

February 25, 2006
...and she said: *low growling*

February 23, 2006
...and she said: Wow. GOOD news for a change.

February 22, 2006
...and she said: Temporary Patience

February 20, 2006
...and she said: Exactly.

February 20, 2006
...and she said: The Ashes

February 19, 2006
...and she said: Apology

February 19, 2006
...and she said: I Just Can't Wait 'Till

February 19, 2006
...and she said: Suddenly

February 19, 2006
...and she said: "...I Can't Breathe Through This Mask... like a fool..."

February 18, 2006
...and she said: Vague and swiftly, so swiftly, blurred to nothingness.

February 13, 2006
...and she said: Useless

February 13, 2006
...and she said: Filking The Day Away

February 13, 2006
...and she said: Happy Indeed

February 12, 2006
...and she said: Hunger Rising, Pain Eclipsed

February 10, 2006
...and she said: Soooo much fun.

February 09, 2006
...and she said: Silent Night

February 05, 2006
...and she said: A Sense Of Closure

February 05, 2006
...and she said: I have no heart, so it can't be hurting.

February 05, 2006
...and she said: Random Note, A Cheerful Entry For Once

February 05, 2006
...and she said: Already Dreaming

February 04, 2006
...and she said: Meh.

February 04, 2006
...and she said: *boggletwitch*

February 04, 2006
...and she said: Panic Attack

February 03, 2006
...and she said: Err... WTF?

February 02, 2006
...and she said: ...

February 02, 2006
...and she said: ....and suddenly.

February 02, 2006
...and she said: Fine, maybe sometimes it's not about the girl.

February 01, 2006
...and she said: Ohhh yeah, I'm about three pineapple rings short of a fruitcake here.

February 01, 2006
...and she said: Details, and the Devil therein.

February 01, 2006
...and she said: GrrrrOWOWOWgrrrrrrOWDammitgrrrr...

February 01, 2006
...and she said: If you're female, you'll understand. And pity.

January 31, 2006
...and she said: Drunk AND Still Dreaming, please shoot me now kthx

January 31, 2006
...and she said: One Hell Of A Weird Dream

January 30, 2006
...and she said: Goddammit, if you want to be stupid and semi-dom, go do it with someone else. I'm not interested.

January 29, 2006
...and she said: Awake again due to itching and pain, sleepy enough not to want to try to have a conversation.

January 28, 2006
...and she said: For tonight I sleep on a bed of nails...

January 28, 2006
...and she said: Yep. Still easily amused.

January 27, 2006
...and she said: Romatic!Jax, Lonely!Jax or possibly just Emo!Jax. Or something.

January 24, 2006
...and she said: ...and damn me, too.

January 21, 2006
...and she said: Dreaming Of The Only Family I Want

January 21, 2006
...and she said: Latest Tarot Card Listing

January 18, 2006
...and she said: No Shelter Here

January 17, 2006
...and she said: Defying Description

January 15, 2006
...and she said: For The Masses

January 14, 2006
...and she said: yahoo

January 13, 2006
...and she said: Still Not My Week

January 13, 2006
...and she said: Goddammit I just want to get some sleep... *twitch*

January 13, 2006
...and she said: yes, I'm updating from the cell phone again.

January 11, 2006
...and she said: Enough is enough.

January 11, 2006
...and she said: So.

January 09, 2006
...and she said: -

January 08, 2006
...and she said: oww

January 06, 2006
...and she said: ...

December 31, 2005
...and she said: Heh. Popes.

December 31, 2005
...and she said: From dreaming to waking to this...

December 31, 2005
...and she said: Master Gandalf's Lonely Hobbits Band.... *falls over laughing*

December 30, 2005
...and she said: The title of the book I'm reading is oddly appropriate tonight.

December 29, 2005
...and she said: And Now, I Will Cause Trouble

December 29, 2005
...and she said: Just a few words, that would have been enough...

December 28, 2005
...and she said: Mm. Also.

December 28, 2005
...and she said: Impossible

December 26, 2005
...and she said: Not Doing Well

December 25, 2005
...and she said: Not Thrilled... but that's pretty normal, eh?

December 23, 2005
...and she said: Not Christmas Yet

December 20, 2005
...and she said: Until Then...

December 17, 2005
...and she said: Updated Shadow Tarot Card List

December 16, 2005
...and she said: Here's hoping tomorrow goes ok...

December 14, 2005
...and she said: Meh. Yes, I use that word a lot.

December 14, 2005
...and she said: This is NOT helping my head any, either. Bah.

December 13, 2005
...and she said: Grr. Ow.

December 13, 2005
...and she said: ...

December 13, 2005
...and she said: Back now.

December 12, 2005
...and she said: dammit i am tired of this

December 12, 2005
...and she said: Tarot goodness! *poingpoingpoing*

December 10, 2005
...and she said: A decent pub. In California. Wow.

December 09, 2005
...and she said: updated via cell

December 08, 2005
...and she said: ........

December 08, 2005
...and she said: ...fuck off and die, maybe?

December 07, 2005
...and she said: Tamid Kshe Ata Ba - no clue what it means but it's pretty

December 06, 2005
...and she said: Hungry in all the wrong ways...

December 06, 2005
...and she said: Meat. Sammiches. Stuff.

December 06, 2005
...and she said: Subway, or roast chicken, or something with gravy...

December 06, 2005
...and she said: ...I want subway sammiches. Or something.

December 06, 2005
...and she said: Sleep good. Really. *twitchtwitch*

December 06, 2005
...and she said: *twitch* ...food... bad... but food... good... geh.

December 06, 2005
...and she said: Grr. LOTS of Grr.

December 05, 2005
...and she said: Counting Sheep

December 04, 2005
...and she said: No, this one isn't aimed at you, 'Nre. *lick*

December 02, 2005
...and she said: gah!

December 02, 2005
...and she said: Goddammit get it OUT OF MY HEAD!

December 02, 2005
...and she said: W... T... F...?

December 02, 2005
...and she said: Well? Is it? 'cos I think I'm lost...

December 01, 2005
...and she said: Quoted from True Porn Clerk Stories

November 30, 2005
...and she said: It's Christmas Everywhere

November 29, 2005
...and she said: And now I am listening to "Deine Welt" at an obscenely loud volume...

November 29, 2005
...and she said: My Current Life Soundtrack

November 29, 2005
...and she said: Love Is Just A Blood Sport

November 28, 2005
...and she said: Meh. LOTS of meh.

November 27, 2005
...and she said: No.

November 26, 2005
...and she said: Fine. Here. Straight-ish answers. Now fuck off and die, kthx.

November 24, 2005
...and she said: I Wish I Were Empty

November 21, 2005
...and she said: Soft And Wandering

November 20, 2005
...and she said: Elaboration

November 17, 2005
...and she said: You know, I thought things would be BETTER when I got up. Stupid me.

November 17, 2005
...and she said: Third entry of the night... whee.

November 17, 2005
...and she said: ...not now, please not now, dammit...

November 17, 2005
...and she said: Worrying Sucks

November 10, 2005
...and she said: Letting It Slide

November 06, 2005
...and she said: *dies laughing*

October 31, 2005
...and she said: Mama's Boy

October 29, 2005
...and she said: Hmm.

October 28, 2005
...and she said: No games, not tonight... not ever.

October 27, 2005
...and she said: Wishful Thinking

October 25, 2005
...and she said: ...Red-head wearing nothing but leather and bbq sauce...

October 25, 2005
...and she said: I Guess Right Now, This Is As Much Peace As I Should Hope For

October 20, 2005
...and she said: SICK and twisted...

October 19, 2005
...and she said: Wow - copied from a DevArt Journal update of mine

October 15, 2005
...and she said: Bliss

October 12, 2005
...and she said: GAH!

October 12, 2005
...and she said: Certainties

October 10, 2005
...and she said: Not Really Goodbye... Not Yet... I Hope...

October 06, 2005
...and she said: Shadow Tarot list, updated

September 28, 2005
...and she said: Hehe

September 27, 2005
...and she said: Sing for the moment...

September 27, 2005
...and she said: Dammit, the buttons are RIGHT FUCKING THERE...

September 26, 2005
...and she said: A bit too much thought at 4:00 in the morning...

September 18, 2005
...and she said: Relaxing In The Aftermath Of A Few Genital Sneezes

September 14, 2005
...and she said: Radu

September 05, 2005
...and she said: The Blowjob

September 04, 2005
...and she said: Addicted To Suffering

September 03, 2005
...and she said: Dammit...

September 03, 2005
...and she said: The Shadow Tarot

August 30, 2005
...and she said: Felkan

August 27, 2005
...and she said: Or Raising Shu Tzu. That would just be wrong.

August 21, 2005
...and she said: Going hooooome..

August 18, 2005
...and she said: But... but... wha......?

August 13, 2005
...and she said: What?! Dammit, that's not RIGHT.

August 12, 2005
...and she said: A Reasonably Good Morning After All

August 02, 2005
...and she said: Open Cargo Bay Door, Eject Yellow Alien

July 29, 2005
...and she said: Sauce Weasels

July 28, 2005
...and she said: Complaining Mode ON

July 23, 2005
...and she said: too damn hot

July 15, 2005
...and she said: Calming Down

July 14, 2005
...and she said: Necessary Pain

July 14, 2005
...and she said: ...right, time for a nice stiff drink...

July 13, 2005
...and she said: Nottingham

July 12, 2005
...and she said: *snickers*

July 11, 2005
...and she said: My Finger's On The Kill Switch

July 08, 2005
...and she said: *blink blink blink*

July 08, 2005
...and she said: ...

July 08, 2005
...and she said: End Of The World

July 07, 2005
...and she said: Hiatus

July 07, 2005
...and she said: Frustration Building

July 07, 2005
...and she said: Fragment

July 02, 2005
...and she said: Hehehe

June 29, 2005
...and she said: Bleagh

June 29, 2005
...and she said: -

June 28, 2005
...and she said: Customized Affection, Clinically Proven Addictive

June 21, 2005
...and she said: Living In The Now

June 20, 2005
...and she said: Creativity Returns To A Dreamer

June 20, 2005
...and she said: And now, the other side of the coin...

June 20, 2005
...and she said: *hugely geeky grin* BESM my arse. Bring on the smut!

June 11, 2005
...and she said: Reprise, Briefly

June 11, 2005
...and she said: Let It Burn, Let It Bleed, Let It Fall

June 05, 2005
...and she said: Red Blooded Woman

January 26, 2005
...and she said: From This One Self

January 25, 2005
...and she said: Belief

January 04, 2005
...and she said: For Kadin...

January 01, 2005
...and she said: End and Beginning

2001-03-08
...and she said: Beginning



------ 2001 -

March, and All Things Therein
April, Illness and Hopes
May, Sick to My Soul
June, Preparation and Reparation
July, Freedom and Lack Thereof
August, and The Loss Of Me
September, Low Blood Sugar and High Self Esteem
October, Struggling With Submission
November, Holidays and Kidney Stones
December, A Transition of Sorts


------ 2002 -

January, California Dreaming
February, Boys and Girls and Me
March, Jax On The Titanic
April, Things CAN Get Worse
May, Dyverwho?
June, In Which OHP Seems To Win
July, The Month Of The Tygrrr
August, Fragmentation And Fear
September, A Recovering Girl
October, Flaws Become Obvious
November, When Things Fall Apart
December, Discovering A Norse Tiger
(or When Holidays Attack)



------ 2003 -

January, Moving And Madness
February, Beaverton Blues
March, (Y'know, this one just doesn't stand out in any useful title-ish way, so I'm just going to blather here for a ridiculous amount of space because I can. Hey, that would make a great title!) Because I Can
April, Someone Is Playing Whack-A-Mole With My Brain
May, Already Too Much Heat
June, Rediscovering An Old Friend
July, Summer Storms
August, In Which I Am Pathetic
September, Preparing For Holiday Season
October, No Pie For Jax
November, And All Things Offline
December, The Big Snow


------ 2004 -

January, As We Turn Over A New Leaf
February, The Dance Of... What, Again?
March, Oppression In The Oddest Places
April, In Which We Are Very Forgetful
May, Last Straws And Long Meaningful Glances
June, California Ho!


------ Here There Be Dragons -

From here, I got lazy; the time in California blurred into one long, strange dream and I only awoke recently. I'm going to condense it into years, or segments, or something; months are no longer clearly defined.

California And The Heat



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Lookie, lookie, I've got a nifty new Search Box, which you can use to search through my diary and my other page. Aren't I special? Aren't you so proud of me? Don't you wish you had one? *grin*


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