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What Once Was
Sometimes looking backward can be just as useful as looking up...


December 31, 2001
...and she said: A Good Night's Sleep And This

December 30, 2001
...and she said: Take It Or Leave It

December 30, 2001
...and she said: My Head Aches And My Toe Hurts

December 30, 2001
...and she said: Not Quite Yet

December 30, 2001
...and she said: Ouch. Fuckin' Ouch.

December 29, 2001
...and she said: Lazy Jax, Queasy Jax

December 28, 2001
...and she said: The Addict's Prayer

December 28, 2001
...and she said: I Still Have No Title

December 27, 2001
...and she said: Five Little Illnesses

December 27, 2001
...and she said: Six Six Five

December 27, 2001
...and she said: Anger And Rage

December 27, 2001
...and she said: I Don't Have A Title, Go Away

December 27, 2001
...and she said: Greedy Little Bitch

December 27, 2001
...and she said: Politically Incorrect And Obscene Jokes

December 26, 2001
...and she said: Amusement

December 26, 2001
...and she said: Poe - Wild

December 26, 2001
...and she said: Now I Lay Me Down To Surf Boredly...

December 25, 2001
...and she said: More Story

December 25, 2001
...and she said: The Greed List

December 25, 2001
...and she said: Relief, Contentment, Joy

December 25, 2001
...and she said: Stay

December 24, 2001
...and she said: I AM An Addict And I Hate It Tonight

December 24, 2001
...and she said: Merry Christmas... Finally

December 24, 2001
...and she said: Almost Christmas, Almost Christmas

December 24, 2001
...and she said: A Semi-Useful Update

December 23, 2001
...and she said: Christmas Blues, Still

December 22, 2001
...and she said: I Don't Want This Present

December 22, 2001
...and she said: Being... err... Brave?

December 22, 2001
...and she said: Almost Sent Letters

December 21, 2001
...and she said: Seriously Depressed And Not Coping

December 21, 2001
...and she said: Panic Time

December 20, 2001
...and she said: Delayed Grr-ness

December 20, 2001
...and she said: For The Record

December 20, 2001
...and she said: Preparation To Visit

December 19, 2001
...and she said: Worrying Unproductively

December 18, 2001
...and she said: Preparing For A Full Day

December 18, 2001
...and she said: One More Update, Then We Sleep

December 17, 2001
...and she said: Don't Leave Me...

December 18, 2001
...and she said: Frustrations Building

December 17, 2001
...and she said: Randomly Musing And Oddly Content

December 18, 2001
...and she said: Who I Want To Be

December 17, 2001
...and she said: Tired? Or Just Realistic?

December 17, 2001
...and she said: Return Tired, Return Triumphant

December 13, 2001
...and she said: The Distance

December 13, 2001
...and she said: Oh, My Aching Tooth

December 12, 2001
...and she said: Yawns And Yowching

December 12, 2001
...and she said: Wandering Into Reality

December 11, 2001
...and she said: Confusion And Such

December 11, 2001
...and she said: Sleeping Gas And Tortured Femmes

December 10, 2001
...and she said: In Which our Hero Has A Bath

December 10, 2001
...and she said: Shrugging On Drugs

December 10, 2001
...and she said: In Praise Of...

December 10, 2001
...and she said: More Updatingness From A Very Tired Jax

December 10, 2001
...and she said: A Delayed Entry

December 09, 2001
...and she said: Feeling Rather Random

December 09, 2001
...and she said: Lonely... Does This Night Ever End?

December 09, 2001
...and she said: A Poem From A Kitten

December 09, 2001
...and she said: Watching Disaster Arrive

December 09, 2001
...and she said: Impatience And Bitterness

December 08, 2001
...and she said: Disturbing Myself

December 08, 2001
...and she said: Turn Your Head And Cough, Please...

December 06, 2001
...and she said: Little Miss Graphically Inclined

December 06, 2001
...and she said: What Cat? Who? Me?

December 06, 2001
...and she said: Stash Tea Is A Good Thing

December 05, 2001
...and she said: Ding-Dong, The Stent Is Gone

December 05, 2001
...and she said: Masochist's Playground

December 04, 2001
...and she said: Birthday Blues, And It's Not Even My Birthday...

December 28, 2001
...and she said: Woohoo! Bunnies And Books!

December 03, 2001
...and she said: Puzzling Universe

December 19, 2001
...and she said: Relief, Sheer Relief

December 02, 2001
...and she said: Reading Unsent Letters

December 02, 2001
...and she said: A New Journal To Read

December 02, 2001
...and she said: Where I Am...

December 02, 2001
...and she said: In Which our Hero Is Nearly Out Of Vicodin

December 01, 2001
...and she said: All The News...

December 02, 2001
...and she said: Not For Me

December 25, 2001
...and she said: Story List

December 29, 2001
...and she said: Thinking About Amber



------ 2001 -

March, and All Things Therein
April, Illness and Hopes
May, Sick to My Soul
June, Preparation and Reparation
July, Freedom and Lack Thereof
August, and The Loss Of Me
September, Low Blood Sugar and High Self Esteem
October, Struggling With Submission
November, Holidays and Kidney Stones
December, A Transition of Sorts


------ 2002 -

January, California Dreaming
February, Boys and Girls and Me
March, Jax On The Titanic
April, Things CAN Get Worse
May, Dyverwho?
June, In Which OHP Seems To Win
July, The Month Of The Tygrrr
August, Fragmentation And Fear
September, A Recovering Girl
October, Flaws Become Obvious
November, When Things Fall Apart
December, Discovering A Norse Tiger
(or When Holidays Attack)



------ 2003 -

January, Moving And Madness
February, Beaverton Blues
March, (Y'know, this one just doesn't stand out in any useful title-ish way, so I'm just going to blather here for a ridiculous amount of space because I can. Hey, that would make a great title!) Because I Can
April, Someone Is Playing Whack-A-Mole With My Brain
May, Already Too Much Heat
June, Rediscovering An Old Friend
July, Summer Storms
August, In Which I Am Pathetic
September, Preparing For Holiday Season
October, No Pie For Jax
November, And All Things Offline
December, The Big Snow


------ 2004 -

January, As We Turn Over A New Leaf
February, The Dance Of... What, Again?
March, Oppression In The Oddest Places
April, In Which We Are Very Forgetful
May, Last Straws And Long Meaningful Glances
June, California Ho!


------ Here There Be Dragons -

From here, I got lazy; the time in California blurred into one long, strange dream and I only awoke recently. I'm going to condense it into years, or segments, or something; months are no longer clearly defined.

California And The Heat



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