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What Once Was
Sometimes looking backward can be just as useful as looking up...


February 28, 2002
...and she said: Cast In Your Nets

February 27, 2002
...and she said: Old-Fashioned And Starched Collars

February 27, 2002
...and she said: In Which our Hero Waits With Much Anticipa... tion.

February 27, 2002
...and she said: Early Morning Musings On Everything

February 27, 2002
...and she said: Elfboy Layout

February 27, 2002
...and she said: Ponies And Carriages, White Oblong Dreams

February 26, 2002
...and she said: Girls, Girls, Girls

February 26, 2002
...and she said: Sleepy Jax And A New Picture For Selaith

February 26, 2002
...and she said: Hugs To The World, Eh.

February 25, 2002
...and she said: Hehehe... Dragon Xander!

February 25, 2002
...and she said: Mister Cage, Can I Get This Party Started?

February 25, 2002
...and she said: Hey Mister, performed by Custom, masturbated to by Jax

February 23, 2002
...and she said: Comfort Is Rare In This World

February 21, 2002
...and she said: Simple Pleasures

February 21, 2002
...and she said: Rock Wall And Flowing Stream

February 21, 2002
...and she said: 45 Hours

February 21, 2002
...and she said: Alcohol And Chaos

February 20, 2002
...and she said: Just A Bit Of Life Lesson-ness

February 20, 2002
...and she said: Shattered Coke Cans And Feathers

February 20, 2002
...and she said: Still No Sheep

February 20, 2002
...and she said: Teaching, Begging, What's The Difference?

February 20, 2002
...and she said: Irritated And Needing A Shower

February 19, 2002
...and she said: Anniversary

February 19, 2002
...and she said: The Band Played On...

February 19, 2002
...and she said: Hormones In Overdrive, Life In Neutral

February 19, 2002
...and she said: Passing Along The Word

February 19, 2002
...and she said: What I Am Is... GOOD????

February 18, 2002
...and she said: I Hate My Life Today

February 18, 2002
...and she said: An Open Book With A Few Pages Missing

February 17, 2002
...and she said: My Boy Returns

February 16, 2002
...and she said: Ferret-Shock?

February 16, 2002
...and she said: The City, Sunset, And My Own Fears

February 16, 2002
...and she said: Gehenna

February 16, 2002
...and she said: Enjoying The Moment, For Once

February 15, 2002
...and she said: Tequeo Catose T'lesh

February 15, 2002
...and she said: I Know The Answer

February 15, 2002
...and she said: Ever Feel Like A Bookend?

February 15, 2002
...and she said: Paranoia, Paranoia, Everyone Gots One

February 15, 2002
...and she said: The Party's Over

February 15, 2002
...and she said: Depression Rising, Anger In Conjunction

February 15, 2002
...and she said: It Was My Movie, Dammit

February 14, 2002
...and she said: Return Of The Caleb, part 1

February 14, 2002
...and she said: Check This Spaced-Out Thingie

February 13, 2002
...and she said: Damn My Curiousity

February 13, 2002
...and she said: Argh Of Work

February 13, 2002
...and she said: Why Wasn't I Notified?

February 13, 2002
...and she said: Interlude

February 13, 2002
...and she said: I Do Not Like Polka Music

February 12, 2002
...and she said: Honesty Is The Best Policy... Right?

February 12, 2002
...and she said: This Is The Only Time I Really Feel Alive

February 12, 2002
...and she said: KJ's Choice

February 12, 2002
...and she said: Creative Writing 10...where was I?

February 12, 2002
...and she said: This Is Not Coherancy

February 12, 2002
...and she said: Just The Facts, Sir-Or-Ma'am

February 12, 2002
...and she said: Too Early Or Too Late

February 11, 2002
...and she said: Ow ow, my head, ow...

February 11, 2002
...and she said: Things To Do

February 11, 2002
...and she said: Pretty Pretty Pretty

February 10, 2002
...and she said: Party? No Party Here...

February 10, 2002
...and she said: Lesson One

February 10, 2002
...and she said: I Hate Being Alone... I Miss People...

February 09, 2002
...and she said: The Party Never Stops...

February 09, 2002
...and she said: Another Survey

February 09, 2002
...and she said: Face To Face

February 09, 2002
...and she said: Just Music

February 09, 2002
...and she said: Not For Public Consumption

February 08, 2002
...and she said: Picture This...

February 08, 2002
...and she said: *blinks* I Am Not Normal

February 08, 2002
...and she said: I Update Because I Have No Life?

February 08, 2002
...and she said: In Which our Hero Debates Giving Up Her White Hat

February 08, 2002
...and she said: I've Seen Your Flag On The Marble Arch

February 08, 2002
...and she said: They Don't Know What You're Doing...

February 08, 2002
...and she said: Post-It Note

February 08, 2002
...and she said: Music That Suits My Mood

February 08, 2002
...and she said: Shadow

February 08, 2002
...and she said: Where Do We Go From Here?

February 08, 2002
...and she said: Leaving Vicki's House

February 08, 2002
...and she said: Cheering Up

February 08, 2002
...and she said: The Beginning

February 08, 2002
...and she said: Everything Happens At Once

February 08, 2002
...and she said: Determination

February 08, 2002
...and she said: Nothing Else To Say For A While

February 07, 2002
...and she said: Very Odd Day For Me

February 07, 2002
...and she said: Hyper Jax, Hyper Jax...

February 07, 2002
...and she said: I Am So Not Depressed

February 07, 2002
...and she said: Jax Needs To Get Laid

February 07, 2002
...and she said: A Survey

February 07, 2002
...and she said: *bouncing a lot*

February 07, 2002
...and she said: Not A Useful Entry

February 07, 2002
...and she said: I Know Nothing About Sheep

February 07, 2002
...and she said: Welcome Home Party

February 06, 2002
...and she said: Quickly, Quickly, Life Is Fast

February 06, 2002
...and she said: Erm... yeah.

February 06, 2002
...and she said: An Important Entry

February 06, 2002
...and she said: Want In One Hand...

February 06, 2002
...and she said: Why I Don't Want To Be Here Today

February 05, 2002
...and she said: The Coast

February 05, 2002
...and she said: A Short Little Thing About Sheep

February 05, 2002
...and she said: Gone Anyway

February 05, 2002
...and she said: I Am VERY Drunk

February 05, 2002
...and she said: Not Good Poetry

February 05, 2002
...and she said: Sweeping It Under The Metaphorical Carpet

February 05, 2002
...and she said: Badness And Pain

February 05, 2002
...and she said: Go 'Way, dot-dot-dot!

February 05, 2002
...and she said: Prelude - Multiples

February 05, 2002
...and she said: The One With The Jelly Beans

February 05, 2002
...and she said: Meet Virginia's Shadow

February 05, 2002
...and she said: ...Nothing I Can Say...

February 05, 2002
...and she said: Delay

February 05, 2002
...and she said: Banks Are Boring Places

February 05, 2002
...and she said: In Which our Hero Once Again Confuses Herself

February 04, 2002
...and she said: Just Bitching

February 04, 2002
...and she said: Tired, Tired, Tired, Missing Him

February 04, 2002
...and she said: Confusion For The Jax - A Typical Day

February 04, 2002
...and she said: Fighting Back Dreams

February 04, 2002
...and she said: Addicted To The Pain

February 04, 2002
...and she said: So Many Words And Still I Can't Say What's Filling My Thoughts

February 03, 2002
...and she said: No Good Choices

February 03, 2002
...and she said: Just Me, Writing My Fingers Off

February 02, 2002
...and she said: Aspirin, Vicodin, Amoxicillin, Diphenhydramine, Sodium Something-Or-Other (and at least four other pills whose bottles I don't have handy)

February 01, 2002
...and she said: A CELEBRATION

February 01, 2002
...and she said: My Wake-Up Call

February 01, 2002
...and she said: Random Updates, Not-So-Random Songs

February 01, 2002
...and she said: Hugs To Boys Everywhere

February 01, 2002
...and she said: More Of Those Damned Tests

February 01, 2002
...and she said: Puppy

February 01, 2002
...and she said: A Graphical Plea

February 22, 2002
...and she said: Rav'n Speaks

February 22, 2002
...and she said: Cats And Hairstyles

February 03, 2002
...and she said: ...To See If I Still Feel...

February 02, 2002
...and she said: Yelling Person

February 02, 2002
...and she said: Trying To Remember To Do Stuff

February 02, 2002
...and she said: Not Really An Update

February 24, 2002
...and she said: She Awoke To Find It Was All A Dream...

February 22, 2002
...and she said: Lyrics And Potential Loss

February 06, 2002
...and she said: That Test Again

February 01, 2002
...and she said: Thank The Gods For Small Favors

February 19, 2002
...and she said: Sleep And Curiousity Do Not Mix

February 22, 2002
...and she said: Lyrical Survey

February 22, 2002
...and she said: Eros, Agape, Philos... And Me.

February 14, 2002
...and she said: Just Updates, Nothing Useful



------ 2001 -

March, and All Things Therein
April, Illness and Hopes
May, Sick to My Soul
June, Preparation and Reparation
July, Freedom and Lack Thereof
August, and The Loss Of Me
September, Low Blood Sugar and High Self Esteem
October, Struggling With Submission
November, Holidays and Kidney Stones
December, A Transition of Sorts


------ 2002 -

January, California Dreaming
February, Boys and Girls and Me
March, Jax On The Titanic
April, Things CAN Get Worse
May, Dyverwho?
June, In Which OHP Seems To Win
July, The Month Of The Tygrrr
August, Fragmentation And Fear
September, A Recovering Girl
October, Flaws Become Obvious
November, When Things Fall Apart
December, Discovering A Norse Tiger
(or When Holidays Attack)



------ 2003 -

January, Moving And Madness
February, Beaverton Blues
March, (Y'know, this one just doesn't stand out in any useful title-ish way, so I'm just going to blather here for a ridiculous amount of space because I can. Hey, that would make a great title!) Because I Can
April, Someone Is Playing Whack-A-Mole With My Brain
May, Already Too Much Heat
June, Rediscovering An Old Friend
July, Summer Storms
August, In Which I Am Pathetic
September, Preparing For Holiday Season
October, No Pie For Jax
November, And All Things Offline
December, The Big Snow


------ 2004 -

January, As We Turn Over A New Leaf
February, The Dance Of... What, Again?
March, Oppression In The Oddest Places
April, In Which We Are Very Forgetful
May, Last Straws And Long Meaningful Glances
June, California Ho!


------ Here There Be Dragons -

From here, I got lazy; the time in California blurred into one long, strange dream and I only awoke recently. I'm going to condense it into years, or segments, or something; months are no longer clearly defined.

California And The Heat



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