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What Once Was
Sometimes looking backward can be just as useful as looking up...


April 30, 2002
...and she said: Curious - Answers, Anyone?

April 30, 2002
...and she said: Funny How Life Turns Out

April 30, 2002
...and she said: Buns, Ovens, And Me... Ick.

April 30, 2002
...and she said: Ergh... Withdrawals, And NOT Drug Ones This Time

April 30, 2002
...and she said: The Short And Shorter Of It

April 28, 2002
...and she said: Faster, Faster, Kill Kill... err... nevermind...

April 28, 2002
...and she said: She Wears Her Hair... (don't ask)

April 27, 2002
...and she said: Being Alone Is Not Good

April 26, 2002
...and she said: Dive-Bombed By Depression And Driving Woes

April 26, 2002
...and she said: Just Another Place-Holder

April 25, 2002
...and she said: Everything Hurts, Oh Joy, Oh Joy

April 24, 2002
...and she said: Red Hair Cures All?

April 21, 2002
...and she said: Screw Him

April 21, 2002
...and she said: Gotta Love Jake The Rake

April 21, 2002
...and she said: Confusion - But Then, I Am Not Sober

April 21, 2002
...and she said: *wanders off and on and around*

April 20, 2002
...and she said: Not An Update. Really...

April 20, 2002
...and she said: Random Thoughts, And A Lot Of Pride

April 20, 2002
...and she said: Randomness And Odd Questions From A Stranger

April 18, 2002
...and she said: Ow Ow Ow AGAIN... Won't This STOP?

April 18, 2002
...and she said: Michelle Branch - All You Wanted

April 18, 2002
...and she said: Owfuck, And Depression

April 17, 2002
...and she said: ...Slowly Up, Slowly Down...

April 17, 2002
...and she said: A Satori, If You Will

April 17, 2002
...and she said: Funny, I'd Started Out Being Mildly Depressed...

April 16, 2002
...and she said: Another Bit Of Misery

April 16, 2002
...and she said: Pink - "Don't Let Me Get Me" and/or "My Own Worst Enemy"

April 16, 2002
...and she said: A Night That Shouldn't Be

April 16, 2002
...and she said: "Uninspired" is the song of the evening

April 16, 2002
...and she said: Now I Would Like To Get OUT Of The Cage, Please

April 15, 2002
...and she said: Music Will Be The Death Of Me...

April 15, 2002
...and she said: Still, "Cage"

April 15, 2002
...and she said: Music Is No Comfort Today

April 14, 2002
...and she said: Meatloaf and Peach Juice

April 14, 2002
...and she said: I Want Reassurance (And Hot Chocolate)

April 14, 2002
...and she said: ...And Dammit, It STILL Hurts

April 12, 2002
...and she said: What The Fuck?

April 12, 2002
...and she said: Imagine That...

April 11, 2002
...and she said: I Do Know... Do You?

April 11, 2002
...and she said: Arnold Who?

April 10, 2002
...and she said: Life Is Hard, And So Am I...

April 06, 2002
...and she said: Still, Always, Epeta...

April 04, 2002
...and she said: Backsliding, Slightly

April 02, 2002
...and she said: The Final Entry, Addendum

April 01, 2002
...and she said: The Very Last

April 10, 2002
...and she said: A Flash In The Pan

April 18, 2002
...and she said: Dreamlight And Author Unblocked

April 18, 2002
...and she said: Depakote Overdose



------ 2001 -

March, and All Things Therein
April, Illness and Hopes
May, Sick to My Soul
June, Preparation and Reparation
July, Freedom and Lack Thereof
August, and The Loss Of Me
September, Low Blood Sugar and High Self Esteem
October, Struggling With Submission
November, Holidays and Kidney Stones
December, A Transition of Sorts


------ 2002 -

January, California Dreaming
February, Boys and Girls and Me
March, Jax On The Titanic
April, Things CAN Get Worse
May, Dyverwho?
June, In Which OHP Seems To Win
July, The Month Of The Tygrrr
August, Fragmentation And Fear
September, A Recovering Girl
October, Flaws Become Obvious
November, When Things Fall Apart
December, Discovering A Norse Tiger
(or When Holidays Attack)



------ 2003 -

January, Moving And Madness
February, Beaverton Blues
March, (Y'know, this one just doesn't stand out in any useful title-ish way, so I'm just going to blather here for a ridiculous amount of space because I can. Hey, that would make a great title!) Because I Can
April, Someone Is Playing Whack-A-Mole With My Brain
May, Already Too Much Heat
June, Rediscovering An Old Friend
July, Summer Storms
August, In Which I Am Pathetic
September, Preparing For Holiday Season
October, No Pie For Jax
November, And All Things Offline
December, The Big Snow


------ 2004 -

January, As We Turn Over A New Leaf
February, The Dance Of... What, Again?
March, Oppression In The Oddest Places
April, In Which We Are Very Forgetful
May, Last Straws And Long Meaningful Glances
June, California Ho!


------ Here There Be Dragons -

From here, I got lazy; the time in California blurred into one long, strange dream and I only awoke recently. I'm going to condense it into years, or segments, or something; months are no longer clearly defined.

California And The Heat



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