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What Once Was
Sometimes looking backward can be just as useful as looking up...


November 30, 2001
...and she said: Almost Useful Information

November 29, 2001
...and she said: Sort Of An Update, Almost, Kinda...

November 29, 2001
...and she said: Yawning But Content

November 28, 2001
...and she said: Little Miss Sadistic?

November 28, 2001
...and she said: Actual News

November 28, 2001
...and she said: Freakshow

November 28, 2001
...and she said: From Disappointment To Pride...

November 28, 2001
...and she said: Disappointment

November 27, 2001
...and she said: Writing Fool

November 27, 2001
...and she said: Rationalizing Perfection

November 27, 2001
...and she said: Honest Fear

November 27, 2001
...and she said: Starving For The Same Old Things

November 26, 2001
...and she said: I've Updated, I'm Gone

November 25, 2001
...and she said: Drug-Related Information

November 25, 2001
...and she said: Feelin' Gloomy

November 25, 2001
...and she said: Bad Pain, No Relief In Sight

November 24, 2001
...and she said: Never Ever...

November 24, 2001
...and she said: Unending Pain, Unending Frustration

November 24, 2001
...and she said: Worried And Hurting A Lot

November 22, 2001
...and she said: In Pain, As So Often Happens

November 22, 2001
...and she said: An entry that WILL be deleted...

November 21, 2001
...and she said: ALIVE

November 21, 2001
...and she said: Random Thoughts From A Surgery-Bound Girl

November 20, 2001
...and she said: A New-Fangled...?

November 21, 2001
...and she said: The Nothing

November 20, 2001
...and she said: ...Fluffy?

November 20, 2001
...and she said: In Which our Hero Enjoys Writing

November 19, 2001
...and she said: Depression, Take... Whatever

November 18, 2001
...and she said: Not At Home

November 17, 2001
...and she said: Random Depression

November 17, 2001
...and she said: Come On, Ring Those Bells...

November 17, 2001
...and she said: Dreaming Of...

November 17, 2001
...and she said: Homecoming

November 17, 2001
...and she said: My Teeth Hurt, My Side Hurts, Can I Go Home Now?

November 21, 2001
...and she said: A Pointed Entry To A Rapist

November 16, 2001
...and she said: Life, The Universe, And... Potatoes?

November 15, 2001
...and she said: Giddy And Glowing And All

November 14, 2001
...and she said: Functional Jax

November 14, 2001
...and she said: Nothing To Say

November 12, 2001
...and she said: I Make My Head Hurt

November 12, 2001
...and she said: Peanut Butter Is Good

November 12, 2001
...and she said: Hey, YOU!

November 09, 2001
...and she said: Just One Of Those Days

November 09, 2001
...and she said: Preparing For The 'Con

November 09, 2001
...and she said: I'm Gonna Dig...

November 09, 2001
...and she said: Wishing On A Non-Shot Star

November 13, 2001
...and she said: Just An Old-Fashioned...?

November 08, 2001
...and she said: DOS Skins? WTF?

November 08, 2001
...and she said: Comfort Is Absent

November 07, 2001
...and she said: Pronoun Troubles

November 07, 2001
...and she said: Gripe, Bitch, And Moan Session 101

November 06, 2001
...and she said: Finding Myself In A Closet

November 06, 2001
...and she said: Not A Pincushion

November 06, 2001
...and she said: Why My Life Sucks Today

November 05, 2001
...and she said: Sleeping, Eventually

November 05, 2001
...and she said: In Which our Hero Dreads Productivity

November 05, 2001
...and she said: Generally Content (Can You Tell I'm Drugged?)

November 04, 2001
...and she said: Plotting Wicked Things

November 04, 2001
...and she said: Really Extreme Pain

November 04, 2001
...and she said: Watching The Clock

November 04, 2001
...and she said: Extreme And Unpleasant Pain

November 03, 2001
...and she said: Mysteries Of Life And A Rhett

November 03, 2001
...and she said: Message To Canada

November 02, 2001
...and she said: Hating Health Care People

November 01, 2001
...and she said: Do You Get The Gist Of The Song Now?

November 01, 2001
...and she said: In Which our Hero Copes With Hallowe'en

November 01, 2001
...and she said: Just An Old-Fashioned Mood Swing...

November 10, 2001
...and she said: Preparation To Fade

November 02, 2001
...and she said: Planting A Garden Of Bafflement

November 04, 2001
...and she said: In Praise Of...

November 01, 2001
...and she said: I'm In Love With Four Lost Boys



------ 2001 -

March, and All Things Therein
April, Illness and Hopes
May, Sick to My Soul
June, Preparation and Reparation
July, Freedom and Lack Thereof
August, and The Loss Of Me
September, Low Blood Sugar and High Self Esteem
October, Struggling With Submission
November, Holidays and Kidney Stones
December, A Transition of Sorts


------ 2002 -

January, California Dreaming
February, Boys and Girls and Me
March, Jax On The Titanic
April, Things CAN Get Worse
May, Dyverwho?
June, In Which OHP Seems To Win
July, The Month Of The Tygrrr
August, Fragmentation And Fear
September, A Recovering Girl
October, Flaws Become Obvious
November, When Things Fall Apart
December, Discovering A Norse Tiger
(or When Holidays Attack)



------ 2003 -

January, Moving And Madness
February, Beaverton Blues
March, (Y'know, this one just doesn't stand out in any useful title-ish way, so I'm just going to blather here for a ridiculous amount of space because I can. Hey, that would make a great title!) Because I Can
April, Someone Is Playing Whack-A-Mole With My Brain
May, Already Too Much Heat
June, Rediscovering An Old Friend
July, Summer Storms
August, In Which I Am Pathetic
September, Preparing For Holiday Season
October, No Pie For Jax
November, And All Things Offline
December, The Big Snow


------ 2004 -

January, As We Turn Over A New Leaf
February, The Dance Of... What, Again?
March, Oppression In The Oddest Places
April, In Which We Are Very Forgetful
May, Last Straws And Long Meaningful Glances
June, California Ho!


------ Here There Be Dragons -

From here, I got lazy; the time in California blurred into one long, strange dream and I only awoke recently. I'm going to condense it into years, or segments, or something; months are no longer clearly defined.

California And The Heat



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