Threw up a grand total of THREE TIMES last night/this morning/whatever, have had about a half-hour of sleep when I curled up on the bathroom floor in exhaustion after the second time, and really wish someone would just shoot me, I feel so f'ing lousy right now. My stomach is STILL in knots, my throat is starting to hurt from all the digestive juices ripping across it, my chest is sore from coughing so violently so often, and my forehead hurts from where I banged it on the toilet when my arm slipped during the third time 'cause I was too tired to hold myself up.

I'm going to try to keep eating - throwing up on an empty stomach is No Fun - but even dried ramen is proving difficult to keep down. Maybe if I intersperse bites of ramen with bites of blueberry or something, it'll work. *twitches*

I hate hate hate hate hate this feeling. Constantly just one false move away from puking my guts up. It's not a comforting position to be in... which is why I am going to stop typing now. See, staring at the damned computer screen seems to MAKE IT WORSE. What the fuck is up with that, hm?