Paranoia, Paranoia, Everyone Gots One
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I put my trust in you...

*shakes her head*

Don't trust anyone. That's a much better idea. Don't trust anyone.

Don't trust your parents - they lie to you and say it's in your best interests. They don't listen when you hurt, don't care when you're abused, don't understand when you are suffering.

Don't trust your teachers - they're just waiting to get a crack at your body, finding new ways to warp your mind. They don't care if you learn, they just want to get their rocks off or get paid.

Don't trust your family - hell, they know what that creepy uncle or nasty teacher or even the boy-next-door did. They know how your parents treat you. And they don't care.

Don't trust your friends - sure, they listen. Because all that shit you tell them, all the things you hope they'll understand, they store that up and they use it against you. Anything you say can and will be used against you, screw the court of law, you're on the home court now and it sucks, doesn't it?

Don't trust your partner - love, lust, and perversion, they're all the same, right? No love here, no matter what words are used. It doesn't matter. All that matters is one more blowjob, one more fuck, one more orgasm, and then they're gone, bored, disgusted. You are shit to them.

Don't trust your religion - churches are nothing but holes in the ground waiting to happen. Comfort for the mindless, crutches for the foolish. There is no God, or if there is, someone should have killed Him years ago, look at the horrible world He's left here.

Don't trust adults - they look down their noses at you because you are younger. They assume that 'cos you aren't their age, didn't live their life, you don't know anything and your opinions don't matter. You are sheep, you are scum, you are youth and therefor they hate you.

Don't trust your peers - everything is image, no matter how you dress or act or talk you never quite fit in. They can see through your masks and they despise you for them.

Don't trust children - little whining brats that are going to have lives just as hellish as yours. They have no self-restraint, no self-control, nothing at all is worth while when it comes to dealing with those nasty little shits.

Don't trust yourself - you know how fucked-up your life already is. How can you doubt for a moment that your head, your mind, is any better? You know you're not sane, you know you're not well-adjusted, and sooner or later all your little struggles for control of yourself are going to fail.

Don't trust anyone.

Ever.

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