Peanut Butter Is Good
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I go in to 'talk' to the urologist on the 15th.

The actual surgery won't be until the 21st.

And funnily enough, I can still remember the ER doctor (who looked exactly like one of Cal's friends - I thought I was hallucinating him for the LONGEST time because of that, it was weird) telling me that this HAD to be done as soon as possible or my kidney would be wrecked.

So I'm a bit stressed.

On the bright(?) side, Kadin is likely to be down here before then, and will stay through the time-of-operation, and help nurse me back to health, so to speak. Which is good and important, 'cos otherwise I will run my wonderful Caleb to death, and he has stuff HE needs and wants to do.

I do hope he makes it down... it'll mean a lot to me to have two of my boys here, and it'll make it easier on both of them. Easier on Kadin because he'll be HERE, able to see for himself how I'm doing, away from his Evil Parents, and generally loved and cared for. Easier on Caleb because he won't be the only one there, he won't have to try to take care of me alone, and when he goes to class or goes to coffee or whatever, he'll be able to relax 'cos I will have a kitten here in case something goes wrong.

I am still hoping SnowTygrrr manages to actually get in touch... *sigh* ...I'm gonna try not to rant much more about that, other than to link to the entry I wrote aimed entirely at him every time I think of it... hoping that sooner or later he'll get online and actually see this.

I need to reinstall IE soon. It's doing evil things involving messing with my menus, not letting me right-click on things AT ALL, etc. Evil bastard program... it's NOT WORKING RIGHT... and dammit, my body is doing enough of that, I don't need the computer going awol too. *sigh*

I got to talk to Alex briefly - apparently his move is going fairly well, well enough that he's not got much computer time. *pouts* But he's happy, and he's alive, and this is goodness.

And I still haven't sent off my letter to elru... Bad Jax! I will send it soon.

I hope.

So this is becoming quite the official update... hmm... OryCon was actually ~boring~ this year, pretty quiet, most of the hanger-abouters that I get along with didn't show up this year and a bunch of people who took everything seriously did. Dull. Heather Alexander's after-con party didn't happen either, 'cos there is noplace for it to be hosted, and even her at-con concert was pretty quiet 'cos she is recording stuff this week and needed to keep her voice.

I did get to see my lesbian, although didn't do much since I felt like crap through most of Con. However, I managed to buy a pretty little knife, a pair of green suede bracers that I'm going to try on Kadin and pout 'cos they look better on him, and I got a bunch of anime fliers and stuff for the kitten too.

Looked around, didn't see anything else affordable that I wanted or could find that was appropriate for anyone else... found a WONDERFUL lace-up shirt that I want to get one of for each of my boys... found some delicious fur-lined cuffs... found tons of great garb and a few pretty blades... even found some customwork stuff that... wow. Yeah. *grin*

But since I have no nifty presents, I am sending hugs along to all of you instead.

And Rhett - got the letter, THANK YOU *huge hugs* and I will write back as soon as I can get another.com to function - it's letting me read email but as soon as I try to reply it seems to go haywire and won't let me back in for an hour. Grr.

I need a new email provider.

In Other News, if you haven't been keeping up on the diary of a grr you should - she's moving! And from what I can tell, the baby is doing well. This is good.

I'll also insert the standard Sluggy Freelance plug, a note to y'all to go read diaries (if you can't find any good ones, check my profile for a place to start. Also try the unsent letter journal, which is one of the public ones and quite amusing to read.

I'd give more suggestions, but since my menu bar disappeared, it means that getting to my favorites involves using that nasty sidething and I hate that, so you will just have to suffer and search on your own. *smirk*

Anyway... love to the universe (except the mean parts, you can all... well, never mind, it's not anatomically possible anyway). I'm outa here to take vicodin, daydream of peanut butter (hypothermia is a bitch), worry about assorted people, and generally feel lousy. *shrug*

If you're gonna email me, try sending to lady_jax_raven at hotmail... I hate hotmail but right now it's working, so... ehh.

*disappears*

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