Funny How Life Turns Out
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*smiles softly*And suddenly those 'tears are... not meaningless, exactly, but I feel pretty foolish. Unsent advice from a mother-figure that I incidentally want to fuck, and a brief talk with an Aussie and you know what? I'm an idiot. *wry grin* So yeah. I'm not deleting any of what I posted... the feelings were there, and I needed to get that out, I DO want it said, silly or not... but the fact is, it IS silly. She's right. In his own way, he does show that he cares. Rather than protesting that he's not doing enough, I think I need to learn to see what he IS doing. No. He's not one of my boys. And that's part of why I love him, I guess... because he's something unique too, something special too, someone precious and worth treasuring, even if he's not always what I expect. *soft smile* I think I can cope with life now.
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