Circuits Overloaded, Prepare To Reboot
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An image... and a poem. Do NOT read too much into either, thank you. *rolls her eyes* No panic. Trust me, if either of these make you panic, you're REALLY missing the joke. And if you can miss it, then be thankful I'm not showing you the OTHER entry. *shivers*I hate my mother, by the way. Idiot bitch ran red lights, got sideswiped, nearly GOT ME KILLED, and seemed fucking SURPRISED when, in adrenalyn shock and on oxycodone, a bad combination, I started hyperventilating, then told her (after she TURNED in her seat to look at me, WHILE driving) to watch the road and shut up. I swear, she's nuts. Went to the allergy specialist today, yes. Not for an IV today, thank the gods... but between the constant allergy tests, the queasiness, my half-awake and in a LOT of pain state, and a bunch of only partially-formed fears rattling through my head... ...ehh. I know what I want and need right now... ...and I can't have it. Eventually, though... eventually... I can't wait until this settles down though. My hands are shaking, still. My stomach is a cold knot. My eyes are blurry. I feel like I'm going to either throw up or pass out... and I know I don't dare do anything about it, don't dare change the few things I maybe COULD. I haven't moved from the spot where you left me... must be a bad trip... maybe I should get some help... I can't stay on your morphine 'cause it's making me itch... I think I'll get out of here... I know what I need... and I, ~I~, both cannot and will not have it. ...gods... ...I wish I'd gotten more sleep.
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