Quoting Myself
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Just to be repetative, I have the most amazing boys on the planet. *GRIN* I do. They are... unbelievably wonderful, among other things.

Here:

--- begin quote from a messenger window, pasted for my amusement more than anything else ---

Jax, Tipsy says:
*pounce*

Restless says:
*hugs* Hello m'love

Jax, Tipsy says:
*grins* 'ello... two white russians and three flamingly-gay diaries have taken their toll, and I am now listening to pop music and wondering where I put my favorite hat.

Restless says:
*laughs* What a superb combination.
What diaries?

Jax, Tipsy says:
http://dizboy.diaryland.com/020204_72.html

Restless says:
*glinting eyes*

Jax, Tipsy says:
Dizboy, catching up on boy-ashamed, and enough one-shot entries of others to total a complete diary.

Restless says:
Cute ...

Restless says:
*grins* look all the pretty gay pride rainbows....

Jax, Tipsy says:
Oh, he's delish - start at the beginning and work your way back, or start at the end and work your way forward, he's enjoyable either way... err....

Jax, Tipsy says:
*blinks a bit* I think I should have stopped at the last white russian.

Restless says:
I like the bandana ... oh, that's the thing about the cocktails, you always stop at the one after you should have stopped.

Jax, Tipsy says:
Which is particularly easy to do since I hand-mixed them in a rather large glass courtesy of a bottle of vanilla vodka someone recommended to me yesterday.

Restless says:
DIY Cocktails. Even better.

Restless says:
Ooooh...he's so cute!!

Restless says:
Oooooh. Nipples.

Jax, Tipsy says:
*surprisingly content Jax at the moment* Yep. Dark hair, deep fall-into-them eyes, and a strong urge to pose nearly-naked for his webcam.

Jax, Tipsy says:
http://dizboy.diaryland.com/020620_99.html

Restless says:
*sings* These are a few of my favourite things....

Jax, Tipsy says:
http://dizboy.diaryland.com/020622_92.html

Jax, Tipsy says:
http://dizboy.diaryland.com/020811_50.html - PLEASE tell me you know who Steve Irwin is...

Restless says:
*tries very hard not to look blank*

Jax, Tipsy says:
She's writhing around in mud, gyrating like an epileptic jackrabbit on dirty herion, and her dance moves...
Her dance moves reminded me of a poor-man's Jane Fonda workout tape, circa 1985.
So Shakira, relax a bit, unless of course the gyrating is the result of blisteringly painful crabs.

Jax, Tipsy says:
Steve Irwin... the Crocodile Hunter... damn. You're missing out on the most psychotic man alive on the planet.

Jax, Tipsy says:
Also one of the most amusing.

Restless says:
That film kind of passed me by....

Jax, Tipsy says:
http://dizboy.diaryland.com/020126_33.html

Jax, Tipsy says:
Nonono... ignore the film. He's had two series for almost as long as I've been ALIVE.

Jax, Tipsy says:
The film is a recent thing, and of no concern other than that someone was crazy enough to let him make a MOVIE.

Restless says:
Oh .... maybe it's an American thing.

Restless says:
Remember I'm a fusty academic who doesn't own a TV.

Jax, Tipsy says:
*chuckles* Aye... it's very American/Australian - he's an Aussie and proud of it.

Restless says:
Is he the guy who wrestles snakes and stuff?

Jax, Tipsy says:
*eyes the phone somewhat warily... arghs at it, and debates another white russian* Snakes and crocodiles and has handled every poisonous spider he could FIND...

Jax, Tipsy says:
...he's insane. Seriously, psychotically insane. But he's GOOD at it.

Restless says:
*shudders*

Restless says:
Sounds like D--...

Jax, Tipsy says:
...D--?

Restless says:
*grins*

Restless says:
A--.

Restless says:
*proud of making jokes about it*

Jax, Tipsy says:
*licks you* You never did actually explain what happened... ehh. *curls up next to you, arms wrapped around a huge pillow, leaning on it... and staring at the phone*

Jax, Tipsy says:
I think, courtesy of A-- and your M--, you'd understand this: waiting for a phone call you aren't even sure will come, hating yourself for waiting, hating the thought of such a call... and wanting it more than anything in the world.

Restless says:
Alas, I do ... you have my sympathy. For whom are you waiting?

Jax, Tipsy says:
Angel.

Jax, Tipsy says:
I know she won't. I know it would be bad if she did. But she said she might.

Jax, Tipsy says:
And, being pathetic and slightly drunk and having forgotten most of the bad times, I keep staring at the phone. I've been doing it since midnight.

Jax, Tipsy says:
*curls up a bit tighter* Is there ever a point where it DOESN'T hurt to think about someone like this?

Restless says:
God, it's strange, isn't it ... the way everyone has a person who can destroy them and loves them anyway, regardless of what any else tries to tell them. Like telling a cancer sufferer to stop smoking.

Restless says:
And no.

Jax, Tipsy says:
*shrugs* I've gotten better about it - I don't jump when she says so, I don't... geh. She's not my world. But she's there, on the fringes, watching... and I swear to god, every time I finally get up the nerve to say out loud anything along the lines of "It's over", even if I just say it to THIN AIR, within 24 hours she calls, or emails, or in one rather memorable instance showed up on my doorstep

Jax, Tipsy says:
...when I hadn't even known she knew where I lived at the time.

Restless says:
She sounds so much like A-- ... there's nothing there yet it's never over and when there is anything there it hurts.

Jax, Tipsy says:
*smiles faintly* It's painful to look at her, because she's beautiful enough to make me want her, and there's enough memories to make me hate her... and I keep thinkin maybe she's changed. Maybe I've changed. Maybe it'll work out. And it never does.

Jax, Tipsy says:
's why I really REALLY will go out of my way never to say much about A--, or M--, or anyone else in your life, or anyone else's... because I KNOW how much of an addiction people can be.

Jax, Tipsy says:
Ehh. Maybe someday I'll be the addiction for someone. *sighs*

Restless says:
Yes I know. And it's why I'm not going to say anything to you. M-- falls into a slightly different category though. Maybe you are already ... but you probably treat it differently. You and I power-trip in other ways, I hope.

Jax, Tipsy says:
*chuckles* You have A--... I have Angel. You have M--... I have Rhett. You have me... I have you. It works out reasonably well. Power-tripping is more fun, I've always thought, when everyone involved is getting off on it.

Restless says:
And I have L-- ... sort of ... *shudders* That's the sensible relationship you know you ought to be having but can't bring yourself to go through with.

Jax, Tipsy says:
*wry grin* Caleb. At least with mine, I actually LIKE the sensable person enough to make it a working relationship... but still, there are days when I KNOW it's a good relationship and I KNOW it's what I should be doing...

Jax, Tipsy says:
...and all I want to do is go out all gothed-up and self-destructive and get laid, or get beaten, or get SOMETHING other than safe and sane.

Restless says:
Self-knowledge is the most terrible burden of all. You know, I think there must be people who just do it, get on with it, follow their inclinations without stopping to think "wait a minute, I'm about to do something totally fucked up" and then they don't care. Whereas I start thinking, keeping thinking and never do it.

Jax, Tipsy says:
*chuckles softly* Most of the time, thinking is enough to stop me... most of the time.

Jax, Tipsy says:
'm still considering moving to London... or taking up someone on an offer that has now been repeated steadily for a year...

Restless says:
Really? That's exciting.

Jax, Tipsy says:
...both bad ideas. And both hella fun. And both tempting only when I'm drunk and the only one awake in the house. *shrugs* London... I'd like it there, I think. The offer... ehh. I have enough baggage still that I don't think he'd be happy with what he purchased.

Restless says:
London is a horrible city ... I'm afraid to say, it's loud, you can't walk anyway, the people are rude ... but you can go anywhere from there, that's the advantage.

Jax, Tipsy says:
*grins* Considering who I'd be rooming with and why? I don't think walking anywhere would be a big issue.

Jax, Tipsy says:
But California has Caleb, and... rationally... that's where I'll actually go when I leave Portland.

Restless says:
I wonder where I'll go if I ever left O-- which is, in itself, doubtful.

Jax, Tipsy says:
*grins* California, at least for a week or so, I hope... or Portland, if I haven't gone south yet.

Jax, Tipsy says:
After that? Prague.

Jax, Tipsy says:
Then Amsterdam, just to see the sights, then likely back to O--.

Restless says:
Prague is a beautiful city...

Jax, Tipsy says:
*wry grin* So I've heard.

Restless says:
I'm depressing un-travelled.

Restless says:
depressinly

Restless says:
depressingly.

Restless says:
Gargh.

Jax, Tipsy says:
Him: "Oh come on...Bryan Adams rocks!"
Me: "What? No...Bryan Adams wouldn't rock even if he was autistic."

Restless says:
*laughs*

Jax, Tipsy says:
You're much better than I am, I suspect... at least you're better educated regarding foreign... err... climes? Climbs? I know there's a correct way to spell it, but do not, at the moment, know what it is...

Jax, Tipsy says:
...I've been to Hawaii, Victoria BC, Yellowstone, the grand Canyon, L.A. and Hollywood... but never made it to the West Coast even, and never really gotten out of the 'states...

Jax, Tipsy says:
...BC might as well be part of the US, they're all rude and polluted and holier-than-thou in the non-french way.

Restless says:
*laughs* Well, that shouldn't count then!

Restless says:
I've been to Paris, some village in the South of France I can't remember the name of, Florence, Venice and Milan, Crete and Prague...

Jax, Tipsy says:
Prague, Venice, Paris, Florence... *chuckles again, shaking her head* Throw in London, a few places in Greece full of skeletal buildings, and the Vatican so I can laugh at the pope... I'd be happy.

Jax, Tipsy says:
Then again, honestly, I'm about as happy as I get right now. Travelling would only confuse me.

Jax, Tipsy says:
*glares at the phone*

Restless says:
I, too, am eerily content.

Jax, Tipsy says:
While searching through old files on my computer this evening, I came upon one titled:
my_cock.jpg
Upon inspection, I have deemed it to, in fact, not be "my cock".

Jax, Tipsy says:
Upon further inspection, it also seems to be no one's cock which I immediately recognize, leading me to believe that this phantom phallus somehow made it onto my computer via the pornmongering elves that live in my nightstand, guarding their trove of unused condoms, and factory sealed lubricant.

Restless says:
*laughs and laughs* That is very bizarre indeed.

Restless says:
Is it a nice cock ... perhaps you get it for aesthetic reasons?

Jax, Tipsy says:
*amused* noooo... quoting dizboy. I've been quoting him at people since around 8:00 pm this evening, when I discovered his journal.

Jax, Tipsy says:
*has exactly four pictures of cocks on her computer upstairs, three of which she effectively owns, the other one is simply... odd*

Restless says:
Ah ... I havent' got back that far. Anyway, I'm afraid reality is demanding my attention so I must say goodbye.

Jax, Tipsy says:
*hugs you* Farewell... may your day be a good one... and update, when reality stops kicking you about?

Jax, Tipsy says:
Pink: "Just Like A Pill".

Restless says:
Yes, of course. I updated yesterday tho' didn't I?

Jax, Tipsy says:
A--. Angel.

Jax, Tipsy says:
Damned good song.

Jax, Tipsy says:
*grins* Yes, you did, and I am unutterably grateful for the chance to read more.

Restless says:
*chuckles* Take care and see you soon.

Jax, Tipsy says:
*nods, fades out of view as well, debating breakfast*

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