Rationalizing Perfection
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I want inspiration.

I want to write, but nothing is coming out.

If you want to help... send me a character sketch, a name, a description of a place or a person or a thing, something... if it triggers a story, I'll post it and if you want, give credit to my Muse. *grins*

So.

That's basically what's on my mind... that, and worrying about Daris, and bits of "Venus In Furs", and thinking about possible mistakes and definite pain, and waiting for the new Buffy episode to start.

Gotta see Buffy.

Gotta do a lot of things.

Seriously, I need to write... my hungers are getting a bit too complicated to just let them run loose in my head. If I don't start getting something down on paper, as it were, I'm going to be VERY miserable soon.

Hopefully the weekend with Tash will work out... also hopefully the meeting with O will work out... the end result should be a somewhat satiated Jax.

Severin and his Lady claimed, for a while, that nothing short of infidelity could keep a man. I wonder if I believe that? It might explain why I'm so merrily Poly...

...and why even though I have my boys, my treasures, I still seek out other amusements from time to time, I still have other friends and other pets and other playmates and other toys.

Not because my boys aren't wonderful and perfect for me.

Not because I love them any less.

Simply because each time I touch someone else, I remember how much BETTER it feels to touch one of mine that way. I remember how their voices sound, the way their skin tastes, the way each of them looks at that one forever-moment when they are helpless to do anything but cum, or beg, or moan, or simply tremble, silent, unable to move...

...they are so perfect. *grins*

And it is that perfection which keeps me seeking other toys - so that I always remember how perfect they are.

Ok, so I have NO idea if that's the real reason, or even one of the real reasons, but it's a nice rationalization, isn't it?

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