Pain.

Don't ask - I don't want to talk about it. I'm having to reschedule a lot of things.

Alive.

Pain.

Worry about Spike-boy and Arrasto and a bit about Kadin although *yay* he has a job now.

Alive.

Pain.

I'm going back to bed now, to worry about Caleb, who just moved into his new apartment, and to watch my hair fall out because of the dye I put on it today.

Alive.

Pain.

But at least my hair is red.