I am NOT intelligent, sometimes.

So now, no doubt, he's royally upset... I love him, and I don't WANT him upset, it is not a happy thing. I feel like I should have just gone straight home with him. It would have been simpler.

Kadin... he and I ended up talking for a while. Talked about personas.

He met... he met Sieia-To's mask.

Some of you know what I'm talking about. That nice face she puts on. Kind. Gentle. The 'you can trust me' face. And he does. He trusts her. He TRUSTS the daya-damned bitch.

This is very not good.

So........ what now?

Crisis three and four passed - re-collaring of his own free will, and his taste of Dom-ness. It's very strange. Very odd. Very disturbing.

I want some private time with Caleb. I want some private time with Slash. I want some private time with Kadin. This is... gah. Ridiculous.

But it's ok.

Oh, and I'm not mad at Grr, nor am I irritated, aggrevated, frustrated, annoyed, or anything else. Grr is WONDERFUL. *grin* I was tired last night, and was dealing with everyone trying to come out at once. *shrug* 'S how it goes... and I will apologise to her when she is awake.