I've got a lot to look forward to this week. I have to work. I have to go take a pregnancy test. I have to fill out paperwork and do web design and try to deal with pets and friends and lovers and associates and TOO DAMN MANY PEOPLE.

Yes, I'm coming close to another freakout... oh, that's right. I hadn't explained about that.

A while ago, before I found diaryland, I went through a period where I literally couldn't leave the house, couldn't be around large groups of people, without seriously wigging out. Panic, nausia, dizzy, all of it. It was creepy.

Work, and talking online, slowly helped me get over it... but it was highly unpleasant.

Anyway, I can feel the return of that... it's bothering me a lot, I need to see what I can do about it. I LIKE people, I don't want to feel like I need to avoid them, it sucks.

Oh... hey... Scotticus, if you're out there, why didn't you get in touch? Thought you were coming to town this weekend...?