Starving For The Same Old Things
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It is occurring to me that the interesting masochist I recently wrote about might be reading this... *chuckles* ...if so, I almost pity him.

I've been told I am addictive, and I rather pride myself on it - no, Snow, you're not the only one.

Speaking of Snow, dammit, why can't you call when I'm home or LEAVE CONTACT INFO on the damned machine? That's what it's there for, you know.

Anyway.

Offered this new fellow, who for lack of a better name I'll call "O", which is almost a joke and almost not, a chance to meet.

I'm thinking maybe that nifty moving-table coffeeshop where they serve Rasputin's Vice... or maybe one of the good teahouses. I'm in the mood for tea.

I'll see if he takes the bait... and it IS bait, I sent him to my stories and can you get any closer to outright hunting than that? I want this one, I want someone to take out my frustration on, to hurt, to beat, to torture and tease and torment until he honestly believes he can't take any more... then take him one step further... and leave him there for a while, trapped in his own misery.

I want to do that. *grins fiercely*

It's hunting time again. Without my kitten here to feed my hungers, to dull the urges... without him even online... with Nreshan attempting to withdraw from the world and Arrasto being his usual wonderful but hunger-inducing self, without frequent bouts of Furc with Alex to help me calm down and balance me out... for a lot of reasons, it's hunting time again. And now I'm hunting O.

I wonder if he realizes what he's about to step into?

I wonder if he would care if he knew?

I wonder if in a month, a year, he'll look at this page and shudder... or laugh... or cry?

*grins faintly*

I hope he cries.

I love watching a man in tears.

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