Kadin didn't get in touch over the holidays.

I guess I can't blame him - I didn't call him either. But then he has a phone card, and people here don't hang up on him. I am broke, and get hung up on.

Rhett...

*sighs again*

Not gonna copy-and-paste.

I did try to think of something to say... tried through a large chunk of last night and this morning, and already knew I was out of ideas.

*sighs a third time*

I miss my boy.

I miss my boys.

Even Arrasto's offline.

I don't understand how I can feel so bad after feeling so good, so recently.