Alex has updated... I DO have it good. I have Caleb, and kadin, and torian, and although it's not always easy to explain it IS there, it IS real. It's comforting. It's a lot harder, I think, for men... among other things, one woman and several men means the men hang out and get drunk and end up fucking her brains out. One man among several women means the women hang out and get bitchy and end up either catfighting or kicking the one man's arse.

I wish I could give those I care about, the life they want.

I'm worrying about Torian a lot, right now... or was; nw I'm more thinking about What I Will Do, which is a complicated subject in and of itself that I am sure the lovely lady found here would understand.

Dealing with a partner with multiples is hard; it's harder when you yourself are split. Kadin is. I am. Torian's somewhat. Caleb is the sanest of the bunch - which is so very NOT a good sign. *wry grin*

Music. Alex, you are corrupting my musical taste yet again.

I'm tempted to log onto Furc but right now my head is full of so many other things... hm. Someone remind me to call kadin tonight at 11-ish. I'm drinking a bottle of Blue Skyy and for no reason I can identify, it's hitting like a mo-fo, I did SO not just say that...

...good grief. This is what I get for reading page after page of IRC quotes. *blinks*

And Torian is looking for pants.

And has a surf board.

I must not be sober.

Dammit... and I need to find my cold medication. Where the fuck did I put that... *peers around* ...I know I put it somewhere, so I wouldn't forget it, and now I can't find it. Go figure.

See, it's got an antihistamine - which I need. A decongestant - which I need. A painkiller - which I need. It's not my fault they market it as cold medication instead of 'You feel like shit and nothing else helps so take this, see pink elephants, and wake up feeling better' medication. Err... well, ok, the NyQuil ads come close.

NyQuil... ah. There it is. Generic, and in pill form.

Much better.

*pads off*