Hard-boiled eggs, tentacle porn, cold medication, caffeinated soda, and love.

Yeah, I'm happy.

My back is scratched and STILL bleeding if I move wrong, I can't tilt my head without wincing, one arm is swollen from bitemarks and bruises, my thighs are scraped and scratched and bruised as well, my lips are tender, my scalp sensative, and GODS but I'm happy.

...wishing I, wishing I, wishing I was there with you...

Love.

Happy.

Pleasure.

Satisfied and proud and content.

I got to fall asleep between two of the people I love most in this universe.

I got what I needed.

Nothing, NOTHING, compares to the realization that I am loved. *smiles softly*

Kadin Jasan Sh'Raven says:
http://slrn703403.diaryland.com/itgoeson.html

Just a Jax says:
*goes to read*

Just a Jax says:
*purrs softly* I love you, k'adin. I need you always, I want you always, I love you always. Mine.

Kadin Jasan Sh'Raven says:
It goes on forever.

Just a Jax says:
*nods, still purring, her arms tight around you*

I have a Caleb and a Kadin and a Torian... someday there will be four of us in a bed, nuzzling, purring, sleeping, lazy never quite getting up dreaming murmuring heavenly closeness.

For now, though...

...for now, I am content with the memory of three.

For now, I am happy.

Thank you, Caleb. Thank you, Kadin. Thank you for one of the best weekends I have ever had in my life. Thank you for making me not only glad to be alive, but glad for every moment of that life. Thank you for making me feel loved and treasured and... yeah.

Thank you.

I can't keep from smiling. I wouldn't even if I could.

I love you.