Two Poems, Connection
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Two poems that should, perhaps, go in Briar's journal... but I want them here, for now.

- A Promise You'll Never Understand -

I promise to fear you
my hands trembling when you approach
my stomach filled with ice
each time you speak to me
I promise to desire you
body, mind, soul, heart
every part of you beautiful to me
lust rising at the sound of your voice
I promise to worship you
respect and distant admiration turning to
adoration, fanaticism, your name
rising as a prayer from my lips
I promise to miss you
every minute spent away from you
becoming a moment somewhat regretted
your presence is the stuff of dreams
I do not promise love
because though I feel it now
love and hate, like pleasure and pain
too often lead to one another

- Delusions Of... -

you know how it feels
to tease and taunt and punish
to be the one obeyed
to rule, by playing their games
being the deity for them
you've tasted their fear
savored their desire
captured their lust and called it love
you know the pleasure found
in using them until they drop
draining them of everything
all they once were, set aside
you know how to sell yourself
in trade for their souls
but...
have you ever watched them
see that look of bliss
seen, not what they give up,
but what they receive that
makes it all worth while
you know how it feels to be served
respected, feared, admired
you've never seen the other side
have you?
never tasted another's pride in you
or felt their need for you
or held their heart
in your bound hands
you've never experienced
the hot kiss of a whip
the bitter, cleansing tears of submission
the sweet comforting ache
that spreads through your body
not at your will, your whim
but at another's hand
you know how it feels to rule
don't you ever wonder
if maybe
you're getting the worst of the deal?

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