The letter I am responding to... again, when someone tells me that they wish something private, I do keep it that way.

Although if you don't tell me, I reserve the right to... yeah.

- Impatience and Assumptions -

I am 22... and still have the impatience of a teen-ager.

I had, apparently foolishly, assumed that he knew I had not changed my mind. I would enjoy serving him. That does not change the fact that I would enjoy teaching him as well. I have never told him otherwise, never indicated otherwise... I am sorry if he assumed that I had changed my mind.

I had not yet met him. Have not yet met him.

I know what I am - neither slave not Mistress, not completely. I like both too much to give up either. I told him that from the beginning.

A fresh start... ask him how long... no. I'll send this to both. If he deletes it unread, it will be his choice.

The phone is busy... ahh, but it was not this morning, I know.

The address... *shrugs*

(information omitted)

I have never gone back on who I am. I have never agreed to give up any part of myself, not for anyone, ever. I had thought that he respected and understood that, another assumption that I perhaps should not have made.

Snow...

I'm sorry if I had somehow encouraged you to think that I was changing who I am and what I do. I had not meant to give a false impression. The truth is still the same: I am interested and intrigued by you, I am hoping to meet you, and I am willing to try quite a few things for you. I am not giving up my boys, or my need to take control at times, or my desire to show you a world that you've not yet tasted.

...you know where to find me. You've always known some way to find me. *shrugs* If this is honestly you 'coming to your senses', then perhaps it is indeed best that we don't meet. If, on the other hand, this is another throwing-away of your modem... ehh.

I will see you soon.

- Jax, nothing more and nothing less -