Grr.

And not the cute long-hair'd one. The irritated-noise one. *pouts muchly*

I reallyreallyreally want to get to see people, to hang out, to do ANYTHING other than sitting around being bored out of my skull... yeah, I could have gone to Crucible, but then I'd still be bored, and likely be miserable too.

My parents were finally useful... so the back-bills are somewhat covered. I'm still dreading the arrival of this month's set... *shivers* ...I don't want to think about it. I don't.

I also don't want to think about things such as the needle that will be in my arm on Monday... or the fact that my head is throbbing...

...I have a sinus infection, and my mother made me SWEAR not to go to the doctor until after Monday. She seems to believe the naturopath is god and can cure anything. *coughs* Bullshit!

But it's either wait until Monday or loose the help that the naturopath DOES give - see, my mother is paying for me to go to this lady, who has seriously helped me in the past, but it's under SO many conditions... I can't go see a real doctor, not yet, and this is scaring me... my head and my teeth are hurting a LOT now, and I've been having fever-sweats. I want the pain to stop.

I want it to stop NOW.

But, of course, I've no useful painmeds and no way to get any... some days I hate my mother.

*sighs*

Damn, I'm bored.